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Apr 13, 2008 17:05

So I havent updated this thing in quite a while. It seems like the last time I did it was after "Sunday Night" when we all got busted for partying in danielle's pool house. almost three months later now...and a lot has changed.

let's just say tehre is no longer a fantastic 4, just the original three now: danille myself and julia aka Charlies Angels.

i am no longer dating Ryan, we broke up about a month ago. Hes dating another girl now and hes really happy, im happy for him. but lately i have realized a lot and just wish i could go back in time. but this all happens for a reason right?

im officially legal now! we had a huge blowout for my birthday, it was a night i will never forget. it was a night where i realized how many ppl i have who care about me. thank you to all of you.

and this past week was spring break.
i went to the keys with danielle julia evan corey and trevor. it was 4 days that i will never forget. between parasailing, driving 6 hours, snorkeling, mallory square and being aprat of a show, clubbing, gay bars, everything! we made a lot of lasting memories that i will always cherish. and weirdly enough, we didnt get into any trouble, i really thought we were going to be arrested. but after "Sunday night" amd opt now, ive really changed. sure i go to parties and i hang out with ppl, but you know im not into that drinking phase anymore and im glad i got outta it. like i said alotof things have changed since january.

this year is beginning to dwindle down.
i remember in the beginning of the school year we were like yeah senior field trip! yeah grad night!!! prom!!! thinking it was so far away...grad night is in two weeks, not even. prom is in a month. after prom thats it nothing but graduation. its funny because when ur a freshmen u cant wait to be a senior, but i would do anything to go back to freshmen. it scares me to death to think that in about a month and a half to two months, ppl are going to start le aving for school. i dont want to say goodbye but its inevitable. lauren will be going to FSU in june. so will grube. they are going to be the first two firends i have to say good bye to. im scared, the real world is about to smack us in the face.
i was so excited to start UNF with maura and evan and now im getting scared of graduating, will i make it on my own? am i gonna be able to handle being away from home and my best friends? that day is getting closer and close...
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