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So I graduate soon. 11 days actually. I guess im excited about it. I dont think that it has really sunk in, that im never coming back to highschool. We always walk around saying how much we hate highschool. I actually like it. I like the freedom that I have. I like laying in the grass and smoking with my friends. I love the fact that I can slack off and it dosnt even matter. Ya know, I never thought that I would make it this far. I thought that I would have dropped out of highschool and just be a dead beat. I guess not. I mean. In less than two weeks im going to walk across that stage and nothing is going to stop me. Thats it. After that its done. I never have to go back. You dont even realize how much you have grown up since you came to highschool. Its really amazing. I dont really have any feelings about graduation. Im not excited and im not scared. I dont think that I realize that it is actually going to happen. The rest of my life is going to change. Its just so fucked. I dunno. I also felt like writing and if you dont like it you can fuck off. Im going to miss highschool though. Miss my friends. Im going to be going to a new school. I never did really well with going to new schools. I never was good at making friends. Sure, I have friends but im not good at making them. Most of the friends that I have were through other people. There are a few that I made on my own but not a lot. I just want to know what its going to be like. Im going to be older. In a diffrent city. With new people and learning diffrent things. Will I still be the coward that I am now? Will I finally beable to develop social skills? I dont know. But yeah. Im going to miss highschool. I miss my friends. I will miss lots. Okay. Thats all.