For thoughts
... I admit to a strange feeling surrounding this job. It's true I could be more motivated than I have currently been but I did not discover this admittance until much later. It only happens to coincide with certain events, as well. The loss of Kalina Ann is, well, it moves me very little if at all. I reach out to Lady and the sorrow of a mother figure disappearing is, of course, worth a pause... but she was always a bit in the way, wasn't she? She kindly needs to step aside in her duties and allow herself to be watched over. The proper place for a mother is under protection. Why don't they ever see that? Always bothering themselves with things that they shouldn't. And this is what happens.
No, I digress. The feeling has, in passing and coming, been about the princess. For a moment, I even think that I felt concerned for her fate. It went quickly and I corrected all thoughts, but, still, the very existance of concern at all should be means for some reflection.
Do I care what happens to her?
Am I bothered in some small amount that she is in this supernatural coma?
I know that my skills will stop this monster but do I hesitate, just the slightest bit, to think that Anastasia may then return and I will... well, I will return to ignoring her as much as I can.
How or why would I desire anything else? She is an obnoxious, loud-mouthed brat unfit for any throne. I've more royal bearing in my half-blood than she in
This is not working. I need to concentrate on work again. Whatever happens, it will happen.
Also, I think I saw Lenny again? Maybe? Whatever.
Right then.