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so this is what's been happening in my world lately.
i met a girl. she is nice. she think's i'm nice. it is very good.
i hate school. just the work. primarily chemistry.
i will probably get a c in chem, a b in physics, an a in everything else. i did so bad this semester. i better not get a c in chem. i better get a 95 or better on that final.
i guess i didn't do that bad. i just feel like i am not working up to my potential. i know that next year i'll be working up to my potential and getting those same grades probably. i hate feeling like i'm not earning anything at this freaking school. my calculus teacher is a dumbshit. his ta knows more than he does. my physics teacher is a noob. my chem teacher is a robot. my english teacher gives extra credit. my chem lab is pretty much just busy work. for the final, we had to memorize 9 labs. during the lab, we had to randomly choose one and then perform it. WHAT KIND OF FINAL IS THAT. i mean really. that does not test skill or technique in the lab. it's a joke. that's what it is. chemistry is a joke. especially at this school. i cannot wait until i go to tech. i'm going to make worse grades, but at least i will earn them. and i really don't mind it either. i'll be happier when i'm all done with school.
i cannot wait until summer. at the same time i can. because things are going really good right now with beth anne. and i like it. and she lives in virginia. and i don't. but this summer will be good. internship with an architect in downtown alpharetta. i'm going to get a second job as a waiter somewhere probably. working will suck. but i won't have the burden of making good grades on my shoulders.
i cannot wait for this summer because i am going to make my first serious attempt at the music scene. i'm learning a ton of theory. general theory, irish theory, and some folk theory too. i want to expand my forte before i write anything. so once i start learning more, i'm going to be writing more too. i'll have my same crappy acoustic. but i'll have my sg. i dont know. it will be pretty interesting. i'll have to learn how to sing too.
so thats that. what has been going on in your life lately?
i met a girl. she is nice. she think's i'm nice. it is very good.
i hate school. just the work. primarily chemistry.
i will probably get a c in chem, a b in physics, an a in everything else. i did so bad this semester. i better not get a c in chem. i better get a 95 or better on that final.
i guess i didn't do that bad. i just feel like i am not working up to my potential. i know that next year i'll be working up to my potential and getting those same grades probably. i hate feeling like i'm not earning anything at this freaking school. my calculus teacher is a dumbshit. his ta knows more than he does. my physics teacher is a noob. my chem teacher is a robot. my english teacher gives extra credit. my chem lab is pretty much just busy work. for the final, we had to memorize 9 labs. during the lab, we had to randomly choose one and then perform it. WHAT KIND OF FINAL IS THAT. i mean really. that does not test skill or technique in the lab. it's a joke. that's what it is. chemistry is a joke. especially at this school. i cannot wait until i go to tech. i'm going to make worse grades, but at least i will earn them. and i really don't mind it either. i'll be happier when i'm all done with school.
i cannot wait until summer. at the same time i can. because things are going really good right now with beth anne. and i like it. and she lives in virginia. and i don't. but this summer will be good. internship with an architect in downtown alpharetta. i'm going to get a second job as a waiter somewhere probably. working will suck. but i won't have the burden of making good grades on my shoulders.
i cannot wait for this summer because i am going to make my first serious attempt at the music scene. i'm learning a ton of theory. general theory, irish theory, and some folk theory too. i want to expand my forte before i write anything. so once i start learning more, i'm going to be writing more too. i'll have my same crappy acoustic. but i'll have my sg. i dont know. it will be pretty interesting. i'll have to learn how to sing too.
so thats that. what has been going on in your life lately?