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so lately, i've been thinking
i feel like when i was younger, i didn't truly find a certain hobby and go after it. i feel like i didnt really find something i loved so much that i couldnt put it down. and now, i feel like i might be doing that again. i really want to find something, or do something, that i am in love with and stick with it ya know? i dont even know what it could be ... or how it will impact me ... or how i can find it ... and that's kind of scary to me because i like to know what's always going on... and right now, i really don't.. i want to find it before it becomes to late, or if too late will ever come before i realize it.. college is making my outlook on life turn into some type of evolution and it's becoming more and more dynamic.. i feel like i need to try a whole bunch of different stuff and then hopefully i'll find something that i love.. but then hopefully, i can just get lucky enough to find that...
i feel like when i was younger, i didn't truly find a certain hobby and go after it. i feel like i didnt really find something i loved so much that i couldnt put it down. and now, i feel like i might be doing that again. i really want to find something, or do something, that i am in love with and stick with it ya know? i dont even know what it could be ... or how it will impact me ... or how i can find it ... and that's kind of scary to me because i like to know what's always going on... and right now, i really don't.. i want to find it before it becomes to late, or if too late will ever come before i realize it.. college is making my outlook on life turn into some type of evolution and it's becoming more and more dynamic.. i feel like i need to try a whole bunch of different stuff and then hopefully i'll find something that i love.. but then hopefully, i can just get lucky enough to find that...