Apr 04, 2005 20:09
i think this is the most upset i have been in quite a long time.
and the funny this is i should be happy..
my BVC team placed first this weekend in the 16's gold division of the jr hi-neighbor tournament. and i had so much fun. (we were in the paper today)
and we beat east henderson 8-1 tonight.
it's probably that i haven't gotten enough sleep. both saturday and sunday i had to get up at 6 for volleyball and last night i didn't get in the bed still 2 or 2:30 and got up at 5:30 to finish my homework this morning.
everything is just kind of going the wrong way for me now. i've realized things that have made me put myself down.
it will all be okay.
and boys will be boys.
oh by the way,
i had the most excellent time with phillip and beth last friday night. thank you loves. :)