you never took the time to ask me just what you could do.
today was an okay day.
school.-i almost didn't go. i woke up not feeling well. my dad told me to go back to bed but i wanted to take a shower first because i felt gross, so i did. while in the shower, i remembered i was supposed to have a test in biology(which didn't take place)..so yea, i went to school.
driver's ed. i talked to one of the homeschooled guys. his name is kelsey, and he is my new really cool friend. he has the most beautiful blue eyes..i told him he did too. he plays guitar and likes jazz music.
volleyball. i sat on my butt and watched the entire practice. i still wasn't feeling too well. coach was understanding.
i have to fill out my player profile by sunday for recruits. oh joy...i'd like to see my butt get recruited while i'm sitting on the bench not playing. but hopefully that will change...
i talked to kirsten about bvc. she's beginning to despise it too. :\
i get to go to tuscola tomorrow! all-district auditions, although i'm not auditioning. but i will still get to see some old friends. :) kara from my volleyball team is going to be there. she gave me her cellphone number so she and i can meet up somewhere. i'm excited!
HAPPY FREAKING BIRTHDAY LARGE MARJ!
I try to breathe
Memories overtaking me
I try to face them but
The thought is too much to conceive
I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
that my life became 'cause
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me
To express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made
So where were you?
When all this I was going through
You never took the time
To ask me just what you could do
I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
that my life became 'cause
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me
To express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made
I never meant to fade...
Away
I NEVER MEANT TO FADE
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me
To express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made
I try to breathe...
that is my new cool song. but why do i listen to depressing crap?
school.-i almost didn't go. i woke up not feeling well. my dad told me to go back to bed but i wanted to take a shower first because i felt gross, so i did. while in the shower, i remembered i was supposed to have a test in biology(which didn't take place)..so yea, i went to school.
driver's ed. i talked to one of the homeschooled guys. his name is kelsey, and he is my new really cool friend. he has the most beautiful blue eyes..i told him he did too. he plays guitar and likes jazz music.
volleyball. i sat on my butt and watched the entire practice. i still wasn't feeling too well. coach was understanding.
i have to fill out my player profile by sunday for recruits. oh joy...i'd like to see my butt get recruited while i'm sitting on the bench not playing. but hopefully that will change...
i talked to kirsten about bvc. she's beginning to despise it too. :\
i get to go to tuscola tomorrow! all-district auditions, although i'm not auditioning. but i will still get to see some old friends. :) kara from my volleyball team is going to be there. she gave me her cellphone number so she and i can meet up somewhere. i'm excited!
HAPPY FREAKING BIRTHDAY LARGE MARJ!
I try to breathe
Memories overtaking me
I try to face them but
The thought is too much to conceive
I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
that my life became 'cause
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me
To express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made
So where were you?
When all this I was going through
You never took the time
To ask me just what you could do
I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
that my life became 'cause
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me
To express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made
I never meant to fade...
Away
I NEVER MEANT TO FADE
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me
To express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made
I try to breathe...
that is my new cool song. but why do i listen to depressing crap?