so yeah
So, i am sitting here on a saturday night at 10:11. I have done my spanish homework. I have done my english homework. My parents are at their dinner party. i'm listening to the RENT soundtrack. i'm looking at pictures of patrick and carter when they were buliding the tree house. i'm reflecting on the past times i had with him that are fading from my mind. i am mad at patrick. i am mad at the world. i am mad at myself. i am mad at some my "friends". i'm tired of not knowing what i do to make people hate me. i'm tired of these advertised things especially to those who are excluded. nothing makes sense anymore. i'm struggling. i need help. i need to see abbie more. i wish my parents understood me. i've had many thoughts lately that are not so good. i miss jake the jew and noyes. i miss laura schlepphorst. i'm tired of interpreting people not as they mean to.
in other words. i'm tired of everything...time for me to move on with my life
RocknIce9702: hold on one sec
browne117: that's what i do best
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in other words. i'm tired of everything...time for me to move on with my life
RocknIce9702: hold on one sec
browne117: that's what i do best
RocknIce9702 has signed off at 10:12