On another note...
Because of the whole Jenn getting me thrown in jail guess what happened...I'm not getting paid on the 15th...I may not get paid on the 1st and that means I can't send any money to her...because the Gov isn't paying ME! Ha and all of my allottments are screwed...and so I will prolly lose the car, the insurance will lapse...oh yeah and they stopped the savings bonds for my son too...
*growls rather unhappily at that fact*
I was going to get the car re-regged and pay off the Time Warner bill and all of that but fuck...now I won't be able to so they will prolly cut that service too...and I will get behind on my Loans...and all of that...SUCKS...and *if* I go to jail I can only look foreward to more of this...no money...means no taking care of my son...means suckyness for me...and Gabe...
The only hope I have now for all of this is if Jenn just drops the Criminal and Protective case and just goes foreward with the divorce so I can agree to everything and get it over with...all I want now is to maybe see my son every once in awhile after the divorce, go to my therapy for PTSD and get better...and just...finish out my career, maybe do a few more Dep's to Iraq or Afganistan...you know stay in as long as it takes to make sure Gabe and Jenn are doing okay for themselves and get a job so I can support him with everything...that would be nice...and maybe be able to take care of myself. I'l prolly go back to Ohio after I get out...since my family is there and all. Maybe work at the Post-Office and stuff...or something like that...I don't know...all I know is I plan to be Single...I've decided that women are a curse and a bane and from now on only the Warrior Wolf will remain (who needs emotions anyway)...to take care of family and friends and maybe even get some every now and then...just for kicks. Who knows...but living alone will be fun
*growls rather unhappily at that fact*
I was going to get the car re-regged and pay off the Time Warner bill and all of that but fuck...now I won't be able to so they will prolly cut that service too...and I will get behind on my Loans...and all of that...SUCKS...and *if* I go to jail I can only look foreward to more of this...no money...means no taking care of my son...means suckyness for me...and Gabe...
The only hope I have now for all of this is if Jenn just drops the Criminal and Protective case and just goes foreward with the divorce so I can agree to everything and get it over with...all I want now is to maybe see my son every once in awhile after the divorce, go to my therapy for PTSD and get better...and just...finish out my career, maybe do a few more Dep's to Iraq or Afganistan...you know stay in as long as it takes to make sure Gabe and Jenn are doing okay for themselves and get a job so I can support him with everything...that would be nice...and maybe be able to take care of myself. I'l prolly go back to Ohio after I get out...since my family is there and all. Maybe work at the Post-Office and stuff...or something like that...I don't know...all I know is I plan to be Single...I've decided that women are a curse and a bane and from now on only the Warrior Wolf will remain (who needs emotions anyway)...to take care of family and friends and maybe even get some every now and then...just for kicks. Who knows...but living alone will be fun