May 17, 2006 22:51
Okay I am laying this out there in a public format so you all know just how f'ing pissed I am.
1.) Thank you whoever you are that was a friend and on my friends list...you confirmed that you are ending shit that I post just for friends to Jenn...*Evil Grin* I just got a call from another friend who says that Jenn got an E-Mail from someone with the message that I posted in my journal on it...and since only friends can read it....
2.) Whatever you are telling Jenn...stop...I told you all once before not to mess with her so stop doing it. Yes there is a warrant out, yes I am going to turn myself in. Yes there will prolly be a trial and yes my career will probably be ruined...at least the recruiting aspect. You know I have done some pretty shitty things to her, and she has done some things to me. Just leave off okay? All I care about anymore is that my son is taken care of and she is the best person to do that. I have waaay too many issues of my own and even with a stable posting like recruiting the military life is not conductive to raising a child. (Yes I said it...I said I was shitty...so what...I wouldn't be a man if I couldn't admit that)
3.) This journal will still be closing because I don't know who you are...so thank you for f'ing all of my real friends...love it...
4.) I don't know where you got that I cheated on Jenn, but I never did. Even though she was dating someone when she left Germany we were still married, yes it hurt a bit but I wasn't upset. No I didn't sleep with the little f'ing German Whore that lived across the way, and no I never cheated on her with anyone when I was in Ohio...why would I when the 2nd day in I was talking to Jenn about getting back together.
5.) You fail to realize that in some small way I still Love her...she is the mother of our son, and that will never change. I may get upset, I may not be able to live with her, but that doesn't mean that on some small level I still don't care about her. Sorry to dissapoint all those that wish I didn't...or those that think I hate her...because I don't.
So please just stop trying to make it worse...and if your doing this because I did something to offend you please stop...for f's sake be a man/woman and talk to me about it and deal with me about it instead of being a putz.
Lone Wolf
P.S. - GO ahead and E-Mail this to her...no really go ahead...I know you are thinking about it...I hope the Goddess let's someone hunt you down...I just don't have the energy anymore