And Now It's Over...
and I'm so totally heartbroken.
All 600 pages... read. Maybe I should have read slower? I don't know if I can wait until 2007 for the third book in the series to be released... I may just have to pick on the first and reread them.
Damn you books! Why did you have to be so good?! >.<
Anywho, I shall now be disappointed about my books conclusion. But I did make a paramount turn in my life, I think. Today was the first time that Bill said something to me that I actually laughed and said something outload in return. Okay, okay, so maybe I already hung up the phone - but it's a start right?
He called me and asked me how I was coming on a project. I told him that I was working on it and he replied "Well no one is leaving until this is done today." I hung up and said "..like you can make me stay jackass." and I laughed. It finally clicked. He has no control or power over me. He can't make me stay. He can ask me to work overtime and I can agree... but he can't make me stay here. Who the hell does he think he is? He has no control over my life. It's my life. In my interview with the firm, they told me my hours were 9-6. Whatever part of me has an obligation to him ends at 5:59. Come 6:00 p.m., I'm free to do what I please, when I please. Fuck him. I think this has made me hate him even more because he obviously thinks he has some power over me. Well sorry to break the news buddy but only one man has control over my life - and it certainly isn't you. I have no obligation to him. Even when I'm here 9-6, if he tells me to do something I don't want to do, I don't have to do it. I understand that if I want to keep my job, I should do it. and becuase of that I will, but I don't have to.
I don't have to do anything, for anyone, unless I want to. I have no idea what took so long for me to realize this... but I'm glad I have.
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Anywho, on a lighter note. Blake and I are moving this weekend. Yay!!! =D Packing is underway and I can't wait for this time next week! Yay, new apartment!