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life is life
its never going to get better for me
i swear
with all the shit that goes on
in school, at work, at home
its something everyday no jok !
i hate life, and i wish mine was better
that what it is.
im sick of going home everyday and getting
yelled at for something so stupid or getting
yelled at for something i didnt even do
im sick of going to work everyday
and not being happy, being in a depressing
mood and not even talking or anything
work isnt suppose to be like that
you arent suppose to hate your job
i serouisly cant even stand it there anymore
im sick of everyone and im ready to quit
i told my manager i was the other day when i
broke down for something so stupid it just got to me
and he told me i better not or he will hurt me lmfao.
but why be somewhere if your not happy what so ever !?
the only time i may be happy there is when alis working with me
but whatever, im just sick of all the shit that goes on at that place.
school ugh yet its easy and coming to an end
but i still had alot of community service to do
so i will be able to graduate, i have the most easiest job
for it to, but i can never do it because of work and other
junk i have to do, this year is just stressful for me
i always look so miserable, and i just feel i cant be happy anymore
which is really bothering me, school isnt anything like it use to be
and i hate it soo much.
but anyways
lately ive been working, and hanging out with the girls.
<3
me and ali hung out yesterday which was nice and havent hung out with her
one on one in a while. we went to the jv volleyball game to see arielle and
of course to watch her cousin coach <3 shes so cute lol.
then we just went back to her house and straight up chilled.
my boy sisurtation i dont even want to talk about it right now
so dont ask
i dont know what i want
or anything what so ever
im just confused and living it the way it goes i guess
ill post up on that later when I know loll.
i cant waitt for spring break
im so excited :D
its gonna be so nice just to leave my parents
and go somewhere with my friends <3
my graduation party is june 16 th so make sure no one
plans there this day bc i cant change it anymore
i already did once and my ma was mad about it but she got
over it . so mark your calendars girls<3
this update is pointless im just bored
in infoprocessing with nothing to do.
*sometimes i wish i wasnt here
i wish i was far away
away from everyone
and away from all the shit
im so sick of all this drama bull shit
and people just being gay
i cant handle it anymore
and im really starting to be a baby about it
but ive held it in for so long, it just needs to come out
no matter how much i cry and how much i make a fool of myself
i know nothing is going to change
but its hurting me like crazy and its tearing me apart
i never once did anything to do for me to derseve the way you have been
acting towards me, i never said anything about you
so i wish you would just keep your mouth close and if u have a problem
then u should come to me, instead of trying to get everyone against me
at work n junk. this is fucked up and your being immature and i know
im starting to with crying n everything but i cant help it
its un called for.
geesh enough with that
im done complaining n everything else.
its almost lunch time so im gonna go
good byeeeee
its never going to get better for me
i swear
with all the shit that goes on
in school, at work, at home
its something everyday no jok !
i hate life, and i wish mine was better
that what it is.
im sick of going home everyday and getting
yelled at for something so stupid or getting
yelled at for something i didnt even do
im sick of going to work everyday
and not being happy, being in a depressing
mood and not even talking or anything
work isnt suppose to be like that
you arent suppose to hate your job
i serouisly cant even stand it there anymore
im sick of everyone and im ready to quit
i told my manager i was the other day when i
broke down for something so stupid it just got to me
and he told me i better not or he will hurt me lmfao.
but why be somewhere if your not happy what so ever !?
the only time i may be happy there is when alis working with me
but whatever, im just sick of all the shit that goes on at that place.
school ugh yet its easy and coming to an end
but i still had alot of community service to do
so i will be able to graduate, i have the most easiest job
for it to, but i can never do it because of work and other
junk i have to do, this year is just stressful for me
i always look so miserable, and i just feel i cant be happy anymore
which is really bothering me, school isnt anything like it use to be
and i hate it soo much.
but anyways
lately ive been working, and hanging out with the girls.
<3
me and ali hung out yesterday which was nice and havent hung out with her
one on one in a while. we went to the jv volleyball game to see arielle and
of course to watch her cousin coach <3 shes so cute lol.
then we just went back to her house and straight up chilled.
my boy sisurtation i dont even want to talk about it right now
so dont ask
i dont know what i want
or anything what so ever
im just confused and living it the way it goes i guess
ill post up on that later when I know loll.
i cant waitt for spring break
im so excited :D
its gonna be so nice just to leave my parents
and go somewhere with my friends <3
my graduation party is june 16 th so make sure no one
plans there this day bc i cant change it anymore
i already did once and my ma was mad about it but she got
over it . so mark your calendars girls<3
this update is pointless im just bored
in infoprocessing with nothing to do.
*sometimes i wish i wasnt here
i wish i was far away
away from everyone
and away from all the shit
im so sick of all this drama bull shit
and people just being gay
i cant handle it anymore
and im really starting to be a baby about it
but ive held it in for so long, it just needs to come out
no matter how much i cry and how much i make a fool of myself
i know nothing is going to change
but its hurting me like crazy and its tearing me apart
i never once did anything to do for me to derseve the way you have been
acting towards me, i never said anything about you
so i wish you would just keep your mouth close and if u have a problem
then u should come to me, instead of trying to get everyone against me
at work n junk. this is fucked up and your being immature and i know
im starting to with crying n everything but i cant help it
its un called for.
geesh enough with that
im done complaining n everything else.
its almost lunch time so im gonna go
good byeeeee