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Sep 12, 2006 15:12

lately things have been going so different for me, nothing is the same anymore, but i guess thats what happens in life.
i just bought a new car which was alot of moeny for me , well actually my parents bouhgt it for me and im just making the payment but the payment is still 218 but i have faith and i think im going to be able to do it.
i also have a 60 dollar phone bill i pay every month too, but i have high hope im going to be able to do this by myself :D i know i only make 5.75 an hour and only work 4-5 days a week if that i know i can do it :D
i also need to start saving for spring break :/ it just seems like ur senior year is the hardest year ever
i also still need to take my senior pics. :/ i hate pics but me and my mom are suppose to be going shopping soon for some outfits to wear since i have nothing nice lmfao.
i also moved a couple months ago for the ones that didnt know that so ive been trying to find some things to re do my room and make it nice, i dont know i just feel like its never ending and it needs to, but i guess thats life and i have to get use to it young.
i want another job but idk i think if i get another job im not going to have time for my friends or anything.
lately i feel like i dont have a 'best friend' i can talk to, talk with or anything idk, the one that is my best friend' has a boyfriend now so you know how that goes, we barely hang out anymore, we never seen eachother in school, we barely even talk, yeah i know we work together but we dont work much days together and idk i guess thats just the boyfriend girls life, its just werid for me from hanging out every day almost /basecailly living there, too never really tallking to her anymore/seeing her, i guess i just miss it, and maybe its bc i dont have a boyfriend? i dont kknow.
but my other best friends are amazing :D and we hang out basecailly everyweek :D
me and angg are pretty close and i love herrr.
school is so retarted tho
i thought my senior year was going to fun n everything but as of right now it sucks i had to get all my classes changed n everything
i went from having second lunch with all the girls to having 3rd lunch with barely anyone, but whatever

i wanna party this weekend tho
anyone down with me :D
im ready to get wasted
ive just been so stressed/depressed i wanna have some funn :D

but i know this update is pointless but im in infoprocessing right now and felt like updating about rondom things ;)
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