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[_caitlyn_]

so basecially i have been in the worse moods lately.
everyone always says i look so mad inside school
but im really not? i dont know what has been wrong with me
but i know its something because my body hurts :/
i just cant seem to know what is wrong with me
i wanna go to the docs but then i dont .
its prolly just depression/stress or some bullshit.
who knos.

this year has been horriable for me
and i cant wait for it to be over
between not talking to many people anymore
having to deal with some people
getting tickets
getting in accidents
failing school
putting up with my parents
living in this new house
work
friends in general
just everything
this year sucked for me
and i cant want til summer

i wish i could move out
i wish i didnt have to share a room with my sister
i wish on so many things that i know wont come true.

i just feel like having a break down and crying forever
i feel like i cant talk to anyone anymore about anything
bc no one understands
no one wants to listen or let me make my owe choices
i hate being mean, im always nice.
ugh
i just cant deal with all this shit anymore
i want to graduate
and move away from everything :/

yeah so pretty much this update is pointless
and just me complaining
but i just need to get it all out
so i feel better in the inside of me.
:/