Lord knows I've paid some dues getting through
I hated Monday. Probably one of the worst days of school this year. My camera shutter is jammed, and it will take 6 weeks to fix. That means i have to use my moms camera until then..which isnt terrible, but its a whole new camera to get used to. I'll get over it.
Yesterday was pretty crappy aswell. I was so stressed and annoyed. I developed 4 pics in photography and they all came out terrible, i just wasnt with it. Oh well, i threw them away and maybe since i have a wee bit more peace of mind today i can do it right. ughh and my mom bought me the wrong type of paper, blah i hate peal finish--it is so fake. never use it. Dondero ate lunch with me in the photogaphy room, and we got to talking--i love hearing what she has to say, her input is appreciated. I also was late for 3 of my classes which means one more tardy and i have a work detail. Bio lab was so boring i swear to god i almost fell asleep. But my day ended on a good note, so im happy about that.
Today i woke up at 5;30, and i was completly content and ready to get out of bed---strange. I listend to Primus on the ride over to school--thats how hyper/happy i was. I dont know why, but Primus seems to give me energy--maybe i should listen to them every morning instead of drinking a coke to wake me up...hmmmm perhaps. Right, well english was fun. We are learning about the Transendentalists (sp?). Everyone in my class seems to hate Emerson, but i adore him. He questions and critisizes everything, but he doesnt just do it to sit around and bitch--he acctually has some merit to his cynical ways. great guy.
As of now it is second period---i usually am in Math at this time, but we have a test today, and i talked to him about letting me take my tests 7th period now because i am usually more awake and aware of what is going on. It may sound like a load of crap, but last year i started doing this at the end of the year and i got nothing lower than a B on the tests i took later in the day---so i guess it is worth a try again--really, ANYTHING is worth a try. I dont want to get grounded again, and i hate study hall....plus i recently found out i need to maintain a B average for the semester if i want to stay at ESA. So yeah, stresss is nearing my dears. But as for now, i am enjoying life.