Oct 12, 2004 18:55
hey guys, i had an awsome time in New Oleans with Dondero...but everything is going to shit since i got home. isn't that cool? ...you know what else is cool?...
I have the PSAT's tommorow, and i am a wreak.
Hunter and I are having problems, and i wont be able to see him until after this weekend.
I took 70mg of aderal about an hour ago, eventhough i swore i wouldnt do that anymore.
I have an essay that is due tommorow, that is allredy late...
and...(to quote my dad) "My freedom is entirly dependant on my school preformance"
looks like if report cards come in before saterday I can't go to Vodoo..and if i can still go to Vodoo, looks like it will be my final day of freedom for a good 5 weeks..or maybe even more than that.
They promised me they wouldnt do this to me again, i swore to myself i wouldnt relive this....and look whats happening. My freshmen year is comming back to me. I am even starting to act like even more of a nutcase than i allredy am.
As the sun comes up, the children reside
to the rain boots and swing sets
we outgrew and left behind.
And as the daylight starts to dim
careless steps scurry back home
to take off socks limb after limb
and feel no imprisonment in sleeping alone.