shes an artist, she dont look back
Alot of random things happend this week...alot of stuff that made me think about things.
i honestly dont care about most of the people at my school...im not upset about not being so popular this year, i could hangout with John and Dondero all day and be completly satisfyed....thats not to say i dislike my other friends at school though.
my dad showed me alot of new music this week, im basically addicted to Jethro Tull now.
Anna gave me a Bob Dylan Cd, and i have been jamming that all week....ii mean i have herd Dylan's stuff before, but this week it really went along with my mood. He is an amazing writer.
Photography this week was awsome....i took two good rolls last weekend, and mrs randsted is really pleased with my work....she wants me to go to a summer program in Haystack, Maine....but it looks EXREAMLY hard to get into...so yeah, cross your fingers or something.
oooooh yeah....my computer totally fucked up on Sunday night RIGHT as i was sitting down to do my Western CIvs essay....the computer man didnt leave my house until 11 at night...and i guess at the time i didnt think about it.....but the next day after school i tryed to log on the computer..and i usualyl log under "visitor" and well...it was gone.....and that is where i have saved every single peice of writing, be it Poetry, short story, or Essay....and for about 4 hours we thought it was all gone. There are not words to describe how upset i was....that was ALL of my writing...dating back to like 5th grade...i just stood in the window and started crying...i didnt even make any noise, i just cryed really hard in complete silece...it was the weirdest feeling ever.....but eventually, my dad found a way to revive them...and today Nick Falcon showed me how to burn my writing to cds so when our comp does crash i wont lose anything....I love you NIIICk...so yeah, no worries.
i also saw my first dead person...i mean not in a casket....like...our bus rode by this wreck on Wednsesday i think.....and i was lookng out the window listening ot music...i saw this smashed car, and the gasoline was pouring out of it..it must have just happend....but it didnt register at first...i was zoning out so i just kind of looked at it...and then i realized what it was i saw, and right next to it was another car...and the drivers body cracked the window and he was lieing on the hood of the car...there was blood everywhere....and the passenger was struggling to get out, and i could see by the angle of the car his legs were trapped under the bent hood....it was one of the most horrific sights i hav eever seen...then i looked around on the bus, and noticed i was the only person that had saw...everyone else was talking to thier friends or just not llooking out the window...it really made me think about life...but im not going to go on about it, im sorry if that grossed anyone out.
ppl are starting to get on my nerves, i wish everyone was more accepting...er oh well.
rightttt...
on a ligher note i went to Maddies Vball Game last night, she played amazingly. They lost to Como in the last minute of the 5th grade, but it really was a great game...i would be lying if i said i wasnt into it.
today was coffie house at my school, and dondero and i skipped around hand in hand inside the gym...it was the highpoint of my day thus far.
my mom checked me out after photography, because im going to Alabama this weekend for my Cousin Laine's wedding...it wont be terrible, but i wish i could see my friends this weekend.
ill be back on Sunday afternoon im assuming...if you want ot talk to me before then call my cell at (337) 654-0577.
it would be nice if i got alot of comments (even if you didnt read all of this extreamly long-boring update) from you gice. I love you all.