Challenges & cobaans
(#3 the break up)
& here goes yet another cycle of recovery. Of wishing I had remembered to say certain things & made clear others, of what was shortchanged and shortlived. This really has been getting tiring. It's like the universe is conspiring to disturb me from my state of zen when I do finally get there.
(what it really means, #3 the giving up)
The feeling of betrayal will probably never leave me until a chance a redemption; it will always remind me of failure. Unjust as it is.
Just, don't let it determine the future please.
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