if you knew you had to do or say something you didn't want to. . . would you or would you try to find a way out of it?
that seems to be the question of the day. still feeling kinda sick from last night although bored/hyper and want to get out of the house. strike that i want to get out of the state actually, maybe just get away from everything and everyone i know for awhile. . .ray did offer to let me stay with him for awhile. . .nah that would be weird because i'm kinda talking to his gf. i dunno if its just because i've had a stressful month/month and a half or what but i've had these really weird detailed nightmares that are signs popping up in my face left and right but yet i'm not doing anything about the situation. esto es el tiempo de decir la verdad. i hate this.