h3Ll0 ag3nN
wow guys i havent updated in forever ! yea alot of shit has been going on im kind of upset wiht jason rite now .. hes being a major asshole today .. i feel like he doesnt give a shit about me n e more and maybe i mite need to move on .. god i love this kid so much .. but he treats me like shit sumtimes and im such a good g/f to him n i relly dont think that i need that shit .. it wrong .. its all wrong hes startin to be so double standard now .. i would do n e ting for this kid .. but he wouldnt for me .. i hate the feelin of knowin that he means way more to him than i mean to him .. a relationship shud not be like that especially our .. he claims he loves me but im startin to think this kid does not kno wat the fukk love is ..he did me so wrong today.. ok i get rides wiht him in the mornings .. but we both woke up late n i called himn i was like do u want to go to skool and he sed he didnt kno .. he told me to call him bak i 45 mins .. so id d and he sed eh didnt want to go and hes my ride so therefor i couldnt go eigther and my mom was at work n wen i told her she gave me so much shit about it n blah blah blah but i was liek well my babays tired and ims let him sleep .. then at 10 i call him and now he wants to go to skool .. and i was like omg jason wat the hell ? ( n now i cant go i have no excuse so ill get in trouble) and we argue and hes liek no i dont want u to be mad at me if i go .. then he completeley switches and goes .. and u kno .. i was cryin cuz i knew it was wrong n HE DIDNT CARE! so thne he hung up on me and started ignorin my fone cals and then he piked up and hung up and turned off his damn fone!! w.e im sorry but thats not the jason i used to kno .. and thats not a real boyfrend to me .. and i relly am confused about it hes hangin n i dont like it ..n its not the ffact that he didnt stay uz i wanted to its the fact that he made me stay for him .. and then wen it came when i wasnt able to go he wouldnt do the same for me .. and thats sum fukkin bullshit rite there .. im supposed togo to homecoming wiht him but i think im just gunna let him go to halloween horror nitez .. our relationship is fukkin so shitty now .. i dont kno im supposed be w/ sum one who diesnt give a shit about me as much as i do him .. its so gay .. i dont wat to do n im relly upset ..wen he gets home we'll talk about it .. he doesnt think this is wrong but m gunna make him realize it ..but yea im gunna go eat ttyl'z xoxox luv ya
<3Janice
<3Janice