Make yourself see what you want to see.
It had been a few hours with Faith, to where she hadn't said anything about going to LA. She felt weird because she doesn't usually mention things like this..about Angel..about needing help. She felt helpless against Airick. Much like Glory. And without Willow on the good side, she felt even more helpless.
Her only biggest fear was Dawn. What if Airick needed Dawn..impossible..but what if? And in a heartbeat, she'd die for her again. Faster than a heartbeat. She contemplated what Faith had said.. About the power, about the will, and courage.
Maybe she was right.
Dusting a few vampires plagued her mind for a little while, pushing the thought of Airick and the big mess with Willow in the back of her head.. She focused on her fighting, and even she could feel the change, and it was still obvious that her mind was somewhere else. She was pretty much emotionally healed, though with a single reminder of Angel, made it pierce her heart.. Again.
Another reason that Faith might be right.
It was getting to be morning...the time where the vampires settle down. She rendered it useless to be out there any longer after the night they had. Serious R&R was needed, to gain strength..and dignity..and courage.
She decided to give it one more try in fighting Airick with Faith and Tara... Dawn nowhere in sight. If it didn't work, she was going to LA. No matter how painful...or hard it was.
Her only biggest fear was Dawn. What if Airick needed Dawn..impossible..but what if? And in a heartbeat, she'd die for her again. Faster than a heartbeat. She contemplated what Faith had said.. About the power, about the will, and courage.
Maybe she was right.
Dusting a few vampires plagued her mind for a little while, pushing the thought of Airick and the big mess with Willow in the back of her head.. She focused on her fighting, and even she could feel the change, and it was still obvious that her mind was somewhere else. She was pretty much emotionally healed, though with a single reminder of Angel, made it pierce her heart.. Again.
Another reason that Faith might be right.
It was getting to be morning...the time where the vampires settle down. She rendered it useless to be out there any longer after the night they had. Serious R&R was needed, to gain strength..and dignity..and courage.
She decided to give it one more try in fighting Airick with Faith and Tara... Dawn nowhere in sight. If it didn't work, she was going to LA. No matter how painful...or hard it was.