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i don't even know where to start this entry !
my thoughts are overwhelming me and i need to take the time to sit down and understand them and come to terms with myself. i hate thinking but at the same time i do not want to neglect my thoughts becuase they are important to me.
i think that i may be traveling to new york city with miss angela may and barbara! that would be so much fun and we could take the train and i would get to meet Will. aka W. aka barbaras dreamboat hubby. i spent a lot of time with those girls today. we went cross country skiing and pretended it was summer in the patch of grass where there was no snow and the sun was shining and we also talked about vaginas for quite a while, while barbara ripped her tights to pieces to the point where she looked gothic and then to the point where they were non-existent.
oh god. i should be doing my homework right now, i've got to make a collage for english that was due today. jesus. i could barely keep my eyes open last night so i didn't finish a very important project and i had absolutely no excuse except that i'm lazy and irresponsible. mr. richardson was quite understanding because when i talked to him about it my voice got all scratchy because i've got an awful cold, but i think he thought i was about to cry. so i'll be presenting on friday. and i'm hoping no one will be in class since its our last day. i didn't feel guilty about the homework neglecting until leland said 'nice presentation today maggie'. i don't like being viewed as lazy by my peers. ohhh. thats not a very good feeling. and i love love love leland. welll. what can you do.
jack osbourne is so god damn skinny. and that wasn't sarcasm. i cannot believe how much weight that person has lost. it is kind of inspiring. not about weight loss but about making such a drastic change. and also it makes it more inspiring because he did not seem to care about much.
fuck fuck fuck fuck, fuck fuck you. my brother is coming home soon and i cannot WAIT! hes doing much partying beforehand, well thats what im guessing, and i will be sitting at home waiting patiently for him. actually there is a possibility i'll be in new york. yessssssssssssssss.
i hate being distracted by beautiful boys that find me annoying because its awfully heartwrenching and it does a number on my self esteem. but its okay. i'm actually just the same.
i saw dan and michael today, god those boys are beautiful. and when i say they are beautiful i am not refering to the beautiful boys that distract me. i missed them and i hugged them and i played with their hockey sticks, and i endured the humiliation when they made fun of me for going to kents hill.
i don't have any boundaries when i speak to cameron. i don't have a crush on him. but the things that come out of my mouth are so absurd but it is exactly what i'm thinking and im not sure. also i am infatuated with my ex boyfriend ZACHARY COLE VEILLEUX.
fuck me for talking about fucking boys so much. thats not reallly what i care about.
why the fuck arent i excited for christmas?
don't judge me by this entry becuase its not real!
i want this for christmas^
i'm leaving because i've got homework to do but i want to say so much more.
also i feel like listening to this because it is courtney love reading this letter that kurt cobain wrote and it makes me sad .
i love you
SINCERELY
magg
my thoughts are overwhelming me and i need to take the time to sit down and understand them and come to terms with myself. i hate thinking but at the same time i do not want to neglect my thoughts becuase they are important to me.
i think that i may be traveling to new york city with miss angela may and barbara! that would be so much fun and we could take the train and i would get to meet Will. aka W. aka barbaras dreamboat hubby. i spent a lot of time with those girls today. we went cross country skiing and pretended it was summer in the patch of grass where there was no snow and the sun was shining and we also talked about vaginas for quite a while, while barbara ripped her tights to pieces to the point where she looked gothic and then to the point where they were non-existent.
oh god. i should be doing my homework right now, i've got to make a collage for english that was due today. jesus. i could barely keep my eyes open last night so i didn't finish a very important project and i had absolutely no excuse except that i'm lazy and irresponsible. mr. richardson was quite understanding because when i talked to him about it my voice got all scratchy because i've got an awful cold, but i think he thought i was about to cry. so i'll be presenting on friday. and i'm hoping no one will be in class since its our last day. i didn't feel guilty about the homework neglecting until leland said 'nice presentation today maggie'. i don't like being viewed as lazy by my peers. ohhh. thats not a very good feeling. and i love love love leland. welll. what can you do.
jack osbourne is so god damn skinny. and that wasn't sarcasm. i cannot believe how much weight that person has lost. it is kind of inspiring. not about weight loss but about making such a drastic change. and also it makes it more inspiring because he did not seem to care about much.
fuck fuck fuck fuck, fuck fuck you. my brother is coming home soon and i cannot WAIT! hes doing much partying beforehand, well thats what im guessing, and i will be sitting at home waiting patiently for him. actually there is a possibility i'll be in new york. yessssssssssssssss.
i hate being distracted by beautiful boys that find me annoying because its awfully heartwrenching and it does a number on my self esteem. but its okay. i'm actually just the same.
i saw dan and michael today, god those boys are beautiful. and when i say they are beautiful i am not refering to the beautiful boys that distract me. i missed them and i hugged them and i played with their hockey sticks, and i endured the humiliation when they made fun of me for going to kents hill.
i don't have any boundaries when i speak to cameron. i don't have a crush on him. but the things that come out of my mouth are so absurd but it is exactly what i'm thinking and im not sure. also i am infatuated with my ex boyfriend ZACHARY COLE VEILLEUX.
fuck me for talking about fucking boys so much. thats not reallly what i care about.
why the fuck arent i excited for christmas?
don't judge me by this entry becuase its not real!
i want this for christmas^
i'm leaving because i've got homework to do but i want to say so much more.
also i feel like listening to this because it is courtney love reading this letter that kurt cobain wrote and it makes me sad .
i love you
SINCERELY
magg