NO FLORIDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
_i'm not going to florida next month and out of all people it was my mom to tell me no. i'm not very happy but she's right about the reasons for me not to come home yet. I've been working two jobs and going to school full time to get myself ahead, if I do this it'll put me back almost $2000 and I need that for my responsibilities. It's just not wise right now to go home, I wasn't planning on going home until september or november anyways.
no i'm not fucking happy.
you can't have your cake and eat it too.
some people atleast get the cake.
where's my fucking cake?
all i wanted to do was to see my little brothers, go to the beach, see my friends, feel little london kick, enjoy the florida sun, and see my family. obviously too much to ask.
Email from my mom:
Dear Bryan,
I have been trying to find the right words to talk to you about your trip. I'm having a hard time so I hope this comes out alright. First of all, I want to say how much I love and miss you. There are a lot of things we can't do together because you don't live here anymore. That makes me sad but I want you to be happy and if you are happy in LV, then that's okay with me. I understand you probably felt smothered here with the Mareks. It probably was hard living 'under Sabrina's shadow' too. I'm not sure what other reasons made you want to move so far away but that was your decision and I support your right to make it. I'm also very proud of how hard you have been working to make a life for yourself out there. Working two jobs and going to school is EXTREMELY difficult. I know. And I'm so very proud that you are doing it on your own. I want to address your reasons, and my concerns, for coming home next month. I know you are home sick. But if you come next month, you probably won't be able to come for the holidays. That is when you will really be homesick. Would you rather come sooner than later? If one reason you're coming is to get the receiver, we can ship it to you. I also want to address your financial situation. You probably don't have the money for the ticket. You really shouldn't be borrowing it either. Your focus really needs to be on stabilizing yourself and paying off your debts. And putting a little aside each month is important too. These are things that I know you already know. I don't mean to go on and on. I guess I'm just trying to organize my thoughts. I'm not doing a very good job of it, I'm sorry. I truly hope by now you are starting to feel better. I've had a headache all day so I'm going to shower and go on to bed. I seem to be so tired lately.
Maybe we can talk about this later this week.
Lots of love,
Mom
PS. I hope you know that any time you come to town, you are welcome to stay with us.
no i'm not fucking happy.
you can't have your cake and eat it too.
some people atleast get the cake.
where's my fucking cake?
all i wanted to do was to see my little brothers, go to the beach, see my friends, feel little london kick, enjoy the florida sun, and see my family. obviously too much to ask.
Email from my mom:
Dear Bryan,
I have been trying to find the right words to talk to you about your trip. I'm having a hard time so I hope this comes out alright. First of all, I want to say how much I love and miss you. There are a lot of things we can't do together because you don't live here anymore. That makes me sad but I want you to be happy and if you are happy in LV, then that's okay with me. I understand you probably felt smothered here with the Mareks. It probably was hard living 'under Sabrina's shadow' too. I'm not sure what other reasons made you want to move so far away but that was your decision and I support your right to make it. I'm also very proud of how hard you have been working to make a life for yourself out there. Working two jobs and going to school is EXTREMELY difficult. I know. And I'm so very proud that you are doing it on your own. I want to address your reasons, and my concerns, for coming home next month. I know you are home sick. But if you come next month, you probably won't be able to come for the holidays. That is when you will really be homesick. Would you rather come sooner than later? If one reason you're coming is to get the receiver, we can ship it to you. I also want to address your financial situation. You probably don't have the money for the ticket. You really shouldn't be borrowing it either. Your focus really needs to be on stabilizing yourself and paying off your debts. And putting a little aside each month is important too. These are things that I know you already know. I don't mean to go on and on. I guess I'm just trying to organize my thoughts. I'm not doing a very good job of it, I'm sorry. I truly hope by now you are starting to feel better. I've had a headache all day so I'm going to shower and go on to bed. I seem to be so tired lately.
Maybe we can talk about this later this week.
Lots of love,
Mom
PS. I hope you know that any time you come to town, you are welcome to stay with us.