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[_brokenlies]

im so confused

ok so yeah im still with tony

we broke up but then got back together
cus he never showed any type of emotion
now he is

but now he keeps like disapearing

like lastnight he never got online i called a buncha times he never answerd
he said he got none of my calls. and that he was over his friends house playing video games

i told him i had this dream that he was cheating on me
and he kinda like blew it off

every dream ive ever had of a guy cheating on me
they always are
so like i dont know what to think to trust my gutt or what

so like yeah tonight he said he got off work at 9
well i called his cell at like 8:30 he didnt answer i called his work at like 9:45 and they said he left early
so i was like erhm ok........

so i come home and theres an away mesg

"Went to wash the car and take a friend grocery shoppin be back a little later"

dude its fucking 11:40 at night where the fuck is he washing his car let alone going grocery shopping

i dont know why i haev this really unsettling feeling he is cheating on me
i really dont want to say anything and get him pissed off at me
i really dont know waht the fuck to do

i really dont

im so sad :(