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Okay so I'm not updating more often if only two people are going to comment.
Cuz then I'll feel lame. and I dont want to just take up space on your friends page.
So this guy, Brad. Alayna introduced him to me..things were going just great, right.
He's kind of country, but I could get used to that.
He's kind of shy, but I could open him up.
I have had too many relationships where sex and sexual things didnt mean anything, it was just casual.
So I really liked this Brad guy and I didn't want things to go that way.
I didn't want to do anything physical with him until it was goiing to mean something.
Yeah, I wish I still lived in the old days.
So sue me.
But with special guys...you want everything to be special right? I'm not insane, am I?
So i told him how i felt and he was like "thats awesome, i completely understand. and we'll take everything at your speed."
and I couldn't help but think to myself "how did i get this lucky? this guy is AMAZING."
but then he proceedes to start saying stuff about how we should go to Victoria Secret and he wants to see my underwear.
OH! and one night I was going through his wallet, just being nosey, and he had a platinum plus card...and i said something about "oh so thats what you do on your nights off?"
and he was like "well if you wont give me any, i gotta do something, right?"
i mean he was joking completely and it was a really sarcastic comment...but if he really understands how i feel about everything and how i want everything...he wouldnt always say stuff like that would he?
and a lot of other stuff happened and I have no interest in talking to him at all anymore.
He won't stop calling and texting me and I'm sick of him and I'm sick of finding guys that can't like me unless I'm naked too.
Why is it that when you feel like you've finally got a guy that would give you the shirt off his back, you end up with the one that just wants to take your shirt off?
Cuz then I'll feel lame. and I dont want to just take up space on your friends page.
So this guy, Brad. Alayna introduced him to me..things were going just great, right.
He's kind of country, but I could get used to that.
He's kind of shy, but I could open him up.
I have had too many relationships where sex and sexual things didnt mean anything, it was just casual.
So I really liked this Brad guy and I didn't want things to go that way.
I didn't want to do anything physical with him until it was goiing to mean something.
Yeah, I wish I still lived in the old days.
So sue me.
But with special guys...you want everything to be special right? I'm not insane, am I?
So i told him how i felt and he was like "thats awesome, i completely understand. and we'll take everything at your speed."
and I couldn't help but think to myself "how did i get this lucky? this guy is AMAZING."
but then he proceedes to start saying stuff about how we should go to Victoria Secret and he wants to see my underwear.
OH! and one night I was going through his wallet, just being nosey, and he had a platinum plus card...and i said something about "oh so thats what you do on your nights off?"
and he was like "well if you wont give me any, i gotta do something, right?"
i mean he was joking completely and it was a really sarcastic comment...but if he really understands how i feel about everything and how i want everything...he wouldnt always say stuff like that would he?
and a lot of other stuff happened and I have no interest in talking to him at all anymore.
He won't stop calling and texting me and I'm sick of him and I'm sick of finding guys that can't like me unless I'm naked too.
Why is it that when you feel like you've finally got a guy that would give you the shirt off his back, you end up with the one that just wants to take your shirt off?