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Dec 31, 2005 05:34

well i was sitting here thinking after reading Shaina's journal ... That ive made alot of mistakes this year also.. We all know that. But, ive honestly tried and clean my act up.
Ive totally stopped smoking. Drinking i tried to stop..but damn you can drink. yes i do have sex. You guys prolly didnt want to kno that. But i only sleep with my one guy Micheal Tyler Wilcockson. I love him to death. He is my first true true love i think. But back to what i was talking about. I started hanging out with a bad group of ppl the pot smokers. the crack heads etc etc. And i really dont see my future in that shit. Its totally pointless. Unless you want a free ticket to jail or a total hell hole. I want to have a future. Iwant to be able to settle down with my future husband and look back on my past and be like damn i actually became smart. . . and stopped that stupid shit. And grew up. Im gna go and get a job maybe get my lincenes. If i ever grow out of the fear of driving alone. I might try for soccer and tennis nxt year. Who knows about me im a silly little rabbit. Also this year. Ive started to hang out with Emmilee. She has helped me get my life under control and stop all my bad habits. Thank you emmi for pushing me along the way.
I love each and everyone of my friends.
Emmi Has brought out the best in me.
Shaina. made me see that i really dont have to change for other ppl i can be who i am
Brittany Smith. Has thought me what a true friendship is.
I love you guys.

♥ Casey CyAnn
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