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So the Passover seder at Jonathan's was a ton of fun. I really loved Passover before but now I love it a lot more because now I know that there's some point and meaning to all of the awesome-ness that is the food on the seder plate.
Daniel said that I'd make a cool big sister. That made me really happy...I don't quite know why but that made me feel really good about myself. I'm really sad that I had to leave as soon as he put his head on my shoulder to go to sleep.
I have a lot of things to think about. Like, what the hell am I doing with my life? I don't even know any more. I want school to be over so that I don't have to worry about it and I can focus on making myself and my life better. I need to improve upon a lot of things in my life. Like realizing how much someone means to me before I make things complicated...I don't even know what to think any more. Rah..
Daniel said that I'd make a cool big sister. That made me really happy...I don't quite know why but that made me feel really good about myself. I'm really sad that I had to leave as soon as he put his head on my shoulder to go to sleep.
I have a lot of things to think about. Like, what the hell am I doing with my life? I don't even know any more. I want school to be over so that I don't have to worry about it and I can focus on making myself and my life better. I need to improve upon a lot of things in my life. Like realizing how much someone means to me before I make things complicated...I don't even know what to think any more. Rah..