And I thought that I found myself today
Sunday night Ash and I hung out with Brendan and Joe. Ash and I camped out side it was really cool.
I went up to the camp on the 4th it was really kinda boring
My dad took me to Great Escape and stuff like that it was really cool
Hung out for like 2 days.......
I'm going back in like a half hour and we rented a boat on Lake George for tomarrow. Brendan was supossed to come, but he like completaly avoided the subject today...oh well it would have been really weird. Now I'll just be alone.
I also hung out with Drew today. I was kinda crushed just thinking about him and Ashley together. I spent an hour on the phone with them last ngiht and smoked like 3 ciggs in the meantime. All I wanted to do toady was kiss him. When we said goodbye.....it just confused me......he does that sometimes. He knows he can play with my head. I think he likes it.
I like Brendan alot, I hope he asks me out soon. I dont want another unstable relationship like I had with Drew. I fucked me up big time.
It's like a 90% chance that we're moving to Middleburgh. It'll be cool. It'd be better if Ash was coming with us. I wish that would be the coolest thing ever.
I'm really bored and Ashley better get home soon so I can say goodbye or I'll have to kick some ass.
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