you're|SO|fake

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No matter where you go there you are. Glass&Ashes were excellent on Friday so were the Vermicious Kinids I <3 them! Hehe. I am sad that I cannot see ETIDw/Zao on Wednesday..Damn. Raven and Tanya seem to be having some issues I hope they can work things out but it seems like they always end up in the same place. I told Amber I can't be her friend

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[___violencexoxo]

I'm not going to talk about why i have a "problem" with maxine here because some stupid person who likes to gossip will decide to show her and then there will be even more shit that i just dont need.
actually, it doesn't even matter WHY i dont like her, even though, now i do have a valid and good reason not to like her, but that's not the point.
i am NOT a hard person to get along with, you're just too stubborn and naive. and it's not like im changing badly, it's just that i'm starting to realize that you aren't that good of a friend. you wonder why you always get bad best friends? maybe it's cause you're not that great of a best friend yourself. honestly i think you need a reality check on a lot of things. stop trying to not care what people think because it IS important, you say you dont really have any friends well maybe the reason is because you have to conform a little to get friends THATS LIFE sure nobody wants to be like other people or do what everyone else is doing but thats the way things work out you dont have to change who you are you just need to realize shit and make improvements. Andrea has the right way of thinking by saying "there's always room for improvement" and im being blunt by saying theres ALOT of room for improvement and maybe you should think about that. I want to be friends with you too or "good terms" or whatever but right now its almost like i cant stand you and a good example, while it's still fresh in my head, one thing that really bugs me and hurts my feelings. like at lunch when i said that i didnt know the dr.pepper bottle was a football and you had to go and tell whitney and make fun of me because OMG I DIDNT SEE THE LITTLE WHITE LINES AND ALL I SAW WAS THE BUMPS AND THAT COULD BE ALOT MORE THAN A FUCKING FOOTBALL. you embarass me infront of people. im not fucking dumb okay I just dont notice things quickly and big deal you dont need to make fun of me for it. you got mad that day when i was being mean to you online and guess what, it's like looking in the mirror, THATS HOW YOU TREAT ME QUITE ALOT OF THE TIME. you dont realize things but i shouldnt have to tell you your faults raven you should ALWAYS try to be a nice and CONSIDERATE person to EVERYONE no matter what.

but i'm doubting you'll even listen to a word i just typed.

[hey_y0u_guys__]

well ive allways told you that if something is bothering you about me that you can tell me and i wount just not believe you. people like you allways keep things in that bother you in until its blows up in MY face, and thats the very reason that i want people to get it out in an un-explosive kind of way. yea i know im not the nicest person. but when im paying attention to what i say i try to be nice. and today when you said it was a football, i said that i didnt ever know what it was either, i wasnt making fun of you, you just let me know what it was, why would i make fun of you, you must have not understand. and im sorry that i make fun of you people make fun of me all the time and i dont care, i guess my mind is just set on that perspective. and if i do it again try not to pay attention to what im saying because alot of the time i dont think about what im saying. and the closer i get to a person the more comfortable and open i am with a person. and that night you dont remember i really thought about what you said. but it blew up in my face so i couldnt take it all at the time. i dont know what i did to "put me as low as maxine and whitney" im not theyre clone you dont know them well enough to tell how much i am or am not like them. your just about the only person in my entire life to tell me that im not a good friend, i dont know what to say to that cuz im doing what i think is a good friend, if you want me to act all uncomfortable like it used to be fine whatever. i know that what your changing into isnt bad its just not what im used to. and your not helping the situation by being so closed minded. im willing to change and so should you.