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So I made up my mind. I sent in a payment to ASU last night. I chose the three top dorms I'd want to live in. I dunno. I basically cried all night. I'm happy with my decision...just scared i guess. I hate not knowing..anyone. I mean I know I'm perfectly capable of making a ton of friends. It's just the thought of walking in the first day without someone I know by my side. Hm..it's also really hard to imagine life without Amy. It sounds odd..but she really is the only person that really truly knows me. She knows almost every thought that goes through my head. I don't want to not have her around to go to. It's like not even an option at ASU. I talked to Ryan about it. He said he wanted to stick around even though I'm going to Arizona. That's good. I was hoping he would say that. Last night was a good time. Well, before I started crying. Amy and myself went to the mall and bought Cheesy Fiesta Potatoes..mmm. Then we went to Big Lots and bought candy for her Dad, because he had surgery. Then I went and got my car and we went and cleaned them out a little at Nice n Clean. Then we met Derek at Sonoco and we all went back to the mall and bought WD-40 from Walmart. Amy ripped a sticker off her car and she wanted to get the gooey stuff off her window. So..then we went to Radical Ricks and played games. Derek made me and Amy drink some nasty drink. I dunno..it's like a weight loss energy drink. It tasted so bad and gave us such stomach aches. Yes, yes we caved into peer pressure but he literally held the bottle to our mouths and tilted are heads back. We seriously didn't have much choice in the matter. Ok..so we did, but it was still gross. So after Amy and I jurrasic parked it up..we went back to the mall becaus Amy had to be home soon. We poured WD-40 on her windshield. Then we found out that was a bad idea. I talked to Ryan and turned out he was on his way to the mall. So he drove over to where we were parked and I went with him to GNC. He needed more protien. I love that he's so motivated. I wish I could be more like that. I'm gonna try so hard though. I think later on I might go to the basketball courts and shoot some hoops. Maybe...I also have to do some laundry and study for science. So I dunno if I'll have time. Tomorrow's gonna suck. I'm gonna leave for school at 7:40...be at school until 2:19 and then go to work for 3 and be there until 11:30. meh. Not gonna be fun. O well..I have to cut this short though..Amy wants me to go make a greatest journal.