i'm sorry that it took so long to write this song but i gave up

Jan 11, 2005 15:57

I was just overcome with this feeling of sadness, it was completely random. I don't know...I just don't. There's no reason for me to be sad...not really. hm..

Today was alright. Nothing too exciting happened. I was looking forward to getting my check though, but I can't. Momma's not feeling well..and I have no other way to get it. These are the times I wish I had my licence.

Erica's going to have the baby soon. I wish I could be a good person and say I was excited, but I'm not all that thrilled. A new life is great, and I would have been absolutely disgusted if she had had an abortion, but I don't know. I guess I don't make much sense. o well..I need to not be so unhappy because there's no excuse for it.

Dad took me aside the other day and told me that he's proud of me for trying to have a good attitude, and that I've handled life well. I wish I felt the same way.
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