Oct 27, 2004 20:33
I just have to say that I REALLY love my boyfriend. He's so good to me. Some girls put up with so much shit from their boyfriends. All the emotional abuse, god damn. I don't know how they can take it and keep going back, except if they grew up around people who always did that to them. It's so sad. I'm really lucky.
Game 4 of the World Series is on! It's the top of the first inning and we're already winning woo! I really hope we win this one. It would be A M A Z I N G, plus...watching like 4 hours of baseball almost every night is getting kind of...ah, I don't know. I'm kind of getting sick if it. I'll obviously keep watching if the Sox don't win tonight, but it would be supernice if they did.
Man, I have to get back on track with this dieting thing. I've been so bad lately and I know I've gained a few pounds. I need to write out some kind of a plan or something. Sometimes it works for me, sometimes it doesn't. I really just need to create some good habits. I'm getting to that point again where I'm thinking about food A LOT and I hate when that happens. I WILL BE SKINNY!!...someday!! :) Chris says I'm already skinny enough and he doesn't want me to lose weight, but he HAS to say that. :)
School is going alright. My roommates and I are being civil which is all I ask. We'll see what happens tonight when I'm trying to sleep and when I get up at 7 tomorrow morning. I totally wouldn't mind the mornings if I could actually go to bed at a reasonable time at night, but they make it so impossible because they stay up FOREVER. OH well. I have to deal with it only for a month and a half longer, then I have to deal with my little brothers all over again. WOO. I sent in everything (except for a letter of recommendation which I'm taking care of on Friday) to Merrimack so hopefully they'll let me in. It would be fabulous if I went to Merrimack. It's so close to my house, it takes me 10 minutes to drive there. AND I'll be able to go to bed at normal-person time!! AND I'll be able to work full time and make some cash! AND the campus is about 4 seconds away from my boyfriend's house! AND my mom went there so they're all like "ooooo, Alumni" and giving me breaks on my tuition and fees and stuff. AND they have an awesome program where I can get my MBA soonish! It seems like a good idea to me. We'll see what happens.
I miss my friends from UMass a lot. I wish it wasn't such a pain in the ass to get there, meaning I wish I had a decent car that could actually get me to where I want to go. I guess that's why I need to get a job next semester.
Oh two tests tomorrow, YES.