where you at?
Yeah, so this college is completely OUT OF CONTROL. Here I am, Miss White Girl coming from a cute little town with lots of kids and dogs and friendliness to this tiny school in the middle of Boston with people from the ghetto. YEAH. I don't exactly fit right in. I can't really say I hate it, it's just really really different. It's a MAJOR culture shock. I moved in on Sunday and I had a REALLY rough Monday. I spent an hour crying on the phone with my mother just because I felt so foolish about coming here. I still feel like I don't really belong, but I met two people (of course they both commute and I live in the dorms) who are kind of keeping me from getting on the first train home. One of my friends that commutes just went home until tomorrow, so the other one BETTER call me tonight, or else I'm sitting here by myself! I'm so so so shy around new people, I hate it. I wish I could just walk up to people and be like "YO!! What's crackin' MA!?" or something.
I had my first fashion class ever today. It was History of Costume. I hate history, but I think it'll be a little better than say, Western Civ or something. I couldn't survive through a regular history class, no freaking way. Tomorrow I have 3 classes (including an 8am, I don't know why I do this to myself, and it's Econ too, not something stupid) and today I only had one, so I'm kinda sitting here now like "uhhhhhhhhhh....yeah, now what?". It's not like I have a shitload of homework or anything.
It's been raining all day, otherwise I'd be out walking around. But nooooooooo. Oh well. Maybe I'll just stay here and watch crappy movies all afternoon.
I sound like the funnest person ever, huh?
I had my first fashion class ever today. It was History of Costume. I hate history, but I think it'll be a little better than say, Western Civ or something. I couldn't survive through a regular history class, no freaking way. Tomorrow I have 3 classes (including an 8am, I don't know why I do this to myself, and it's Econ too, not something stupid) and today I only had one, so I'm kinda sitting here now like "uhhhhhhhhhh....yeah, now what?". It's not like I have a shitload of homework or anything.
It's been raining all day, otherwise I'd be out walking around. But nooooooooo. Oh well. Maybe I'll just stay here and watch crappy movies all afternoon.
I sound like the funnest person ever, huh?