It hurts to keep everything in...
*sigh*
i've been thinking... i've been in deep thought lately and well... i cant help but think about the choice i've made... about tyler... not that i regret it or anything like that, i like him so much and i feel he completes me. Thats one of the reasons it bugs me... i miss her, i know i've made the choice and i chose tyler over her and dont think bad of me for choosing a guy over a girl but she wasnt being a great friend in the first place... as it think about it... i think i miss her friendship... i mean every friendship is differnt so i think i wont ever find a friend like her... i really think maybe i'm so iffy about it is because of how our friendship ended... i keep thinking about it... maybe i should call her and stuff... just to tell her that thats what i'm thinking... not to blame her or so i'll get yelled at but yeah...
what do you people think i should do?
please im open to any suggestions!
i've been thinking... i've been in deep thought lately and well... i cant help but think about the choice i've made... about tyler... not that i regret it or anything like that, i like him so much and i feel he completes me. Thats one of the reasons it bugs me... i miss her, i know i've made the choice and i chose tyler over her and dont think bad of me for choosing a guy over a girl but she wasnt being a great friend in the first place... as it think about it... i think i miss her friendship... i mean every friendship is differnt so i think i wont ever find a friend like her... i really think maybe i'm so iffy about it is because of how our friendship ended... i keep thinking about it... maybe i should call her and stuff... just to tell her that thats what i'm thinking... not to blame her or so i'll get yelled at but yeah...
what do you people think i should do?
please im open to any suggestions!