Sep 28, 2004 17:34
maybe its just me...
Tyler and i... i realized that we dont really act like a couple at school... i didnt bother asking ppl because i knew it was true... i just wish i could do something about it... cuz i have so many classes with him and we never interact... at all... and that bugs me... i also feel as if i'm ignoring him... at school in a way... i try to go and talk to him during capp or something but i never do in the end.
Its not that i feel uncomfortable around him... but i dont know, i just never really hang out with him...only during lunch and we barely do that too... *sigh*
i never see him in between classes and afterschool... i think it just bugs me that we dont act like the other couples do... and maybe i dont get that kind of attention from him as the other gurls with boyfriends do... is that selfish?
i know it still bugs him the whole thing with biljana... he's like creeped out whenever he sees her... like he wont come near me when she's around... i mean thats fine cuz he's like uncomfortable.
i kinda felt like this before during school but just brushed it off... i didnt let it bug me too much.. cuz i know he has like football and other stuff... but i can't help but let it bug me sooo~ much...
i wanted to tell him so many times... but i mean... when ppl come to me with there problems about their relationship with their boyfriends... i tell them that communication is most important! to tell their boyfriend whats bugging them and to be more open about it... but why can't i take my own advice? this is getting to me soo much! grr...
should i tell him... that i want to be more like a couple at school? or what and if i want to tell him how do i phrase it?
LOL i know this situation may sound stupid or something... but i tend to have the biggest problems with the most smallest of situations.
should i tell him how i feel?