Sep 28, 2006 11:48
This is a public thank you to one person recently. They know who they are and if your thinking "is it me?" Then sadly it isnt. This one person has talked through things with me and helped put one part of my life back on track and i've realised alot of things from this one person. They have made me realise that i cant carry the world around in my back pocket, or even sugatcoat how i feel anymore. They ahve also taught me that i get taken for granted a hell of a lot. To this one person i thank you from the bottom of my heart. Yea it is strange how this has come round and this is something we never could ever see happen but, here it is, happening and its awesome.
To you,
You know who you are. I'm completely ashamed of you at the moment and everything between us is just getting worse. I am not your local doormat and im not here to make you feel better about your self, or you time. Just because recently my life hasnt been the best it could be doesnt make it ok to compare everything i have done for the reasons why you cant be bothered to get off your arse for once in your life. I'm not going to carry you through life, and i am truly starting to hate what you stand for, because to be honest you dont stand for jack shit. I used to love your morals and the life you had inside of you, but now you have none, its all gone, and youve become the worse person that i could ever know. I would striken you from my life, if i could but i dont yet feel brave enough, but let this be a warning to you, i'm not standing for all your crap for much longer. I want someone who will treat me the way i should be treated, who will take me places and not moan about money, who will want to go out at night with me, who will actually say nice things about me. You dont do any of them any more, and it hurts more than you possibly believe. I know karma will come and kick you up the arse one day for everything you have done to me, dont worry, i'll be there standing, watching and laughing, because you'll deserve every little bit karma can give you.