Anthem
Just relaxin' at Keedy's apartment...by myself. It's actually not as odd as I imagined [shrug] By the way Josh, thanks for the past few days - it's been...memorable [smile]. (For some reason right now that doesn't seem like a word)
The summer is closing in on me. I'm not ready for it to end, it seems it's just begun. "Do you notice I'm gone? Where do you run to so far away?" But in perspective, I'm ready to take on my last year full charge. I'm confident things will fall into place. [crosses fingers]
So many things have changed in these last few months. It's unbelievable thinking back on middle school, or even my last 3 years of high school knowing that life will never be that ________ again. (Take your choice of word) Simple, innocent, wild, painful, fucking AWESOME. I think before tonight I would have been uneasy knowing that, but...not now. Not at this moment...right now just sitting here with my heart so content. Life so easy, I wouldn't put up a fight against tears if they came. It's the best high...just knowing where life is going.
I think I can end my entry on that...
The summer is closing in on me. I'm not ready for it to end, it seems it's just begun. "Do you notice I'm gone? Where do you run to so far away?" But in perspective, I'm ready to take on my last year full charge. I'm confident things will fall into place. [crosses fingers]
So many things have changed in these last few months. It's unbelievable thinking back on middle school, or even my last 3 years of high school knowing that life will never be that ________ again. (Take your choice of word) Simple, innocent, wild, painful, fucking AWESOME. I think before tonight I would have been uneasy knowing that, but...not now. Not at this moment...right now just sitting here with my heart so content. Life so easy, I wouldn't put up a fight against tears if they came. It's the best high...just knowing where life is going.
I think I can end my entry on that...