C.O.D.E

May 18, 2005 18:04

One day I'm just fine and I feel immortal! The next, it seems I've lost myself. Everything is changing, but I remain the same. Or...maybe it's me that has changed so much? I don't know what to think, or how to feel, I just don't want them to leave me...

Two of the most important people could just up and walk out of my life after the 28th. Honestly, it scares me to death. I've tried to write their graduation letters time and time again, but I can't bring myself to scribble one agonizing "Good Luck" Everything I want to say is running inside my mind, mixing up and then flying away just as soon as it arrives. But he doesn't even know what he means to me...

Rumors are already flying. Someone has lit a match to start the fire. (Don't people have better things to do?) I'M NOT EVEN INVOLVED WITH YOU...THE MIDDLE MAN IS OUT!

Life is so fucked up, but that's what makes it fun. and scary. and frustrating.
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