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today was a bad day :(
people are soo retarded and mean!
stupid scott in french...omg i want to kill him..he is sooo mean to me i dont even know why!
french is the WORST class ... i have noo friends in that class..scott sits next to me... and either no one talks to me or they make fun of me
i hate that class i wish that i could get out of it...but i dont want to drop it for that reason because that is a really dumb reason. i just want to take the regents this year and get it out of the way so that i dont have to take a language in college.. but i still wish that i could get out of it and go take study hall that period instead or do word processing since i dont have any computer stuff this year.. which sucks!
but anyway then in some other classes of mine with some certain ppl... i just am getting soo sick of them too..
this year sucks soo bad... i just try to hold it all together during school and make it look like everything is fine and i held it back so nicely today after french (before lunch), i was almost going to cry but instead i just made it look like everything was fine because i dont want to be a baby or anything but i just cant wait for this year to end already!! i dont know maybe i just overreact over everything but i guess that thats what a journal is for...getting your thoughts out
i just get pissed at ppl soo easily and then i either ignore them because i'm afraid i'll say something that i'll regret, i'm just soo mad that i cant talk to them or i say something and they get all mad at me.
whatever ..its like a lose-lose situation for me
i'm just so sick of everything.. :/
you most always the best times to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm, red flashing lights
well this time i'm not going to watch myself die
i think i've made it again to play your game
and let myself cry
i've buried myself alive on the inside
so i could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time