she's thinking they're all the same.
Today I start my class and I am pretty much way way excited, but also super duper nervopis. I'm typing this with the screen of my computer off so I release my inner muse, or whatever. I really hope this class helps me to write more, I know that's how my last wroting class was and that turned to crap, even though I t a B, I still should've been writing mpre after that. EWHs my problme? Why can't I just write ll the time? I still have about two pages to go in my book for the class befor e I go today, andAAAAHHHHHHH!!!
This is kinda exilerating. Not being aboe to see as I ype, I emean I can see the keyboard, but I'm not trying to slow, so this will problebly look like crap, but I am goinbg to try my hardest not to care. The moe I type the more I feel like I wouldn't care EEE!!!. This is pretty nice. I feel like if I can't see it, It really doesn't exsist and I'nm just fake typeing, but I nkow that once I brighten up the screen it s going to look just horrible, but I really am going to try to care less.
I've always had these issues concerning how I write and my grammer and stuff, even when I was a little kid. What's up with that? What little kid really cares where a comma goes? None of them that who. But who's gonna say boo about how I write? No one, cause no one will read this, thanlk goodness. Wow, this is soooooo freeing. This is what I was talking about in my last entry about trying to be totally relaxed about my enrties. This is TOTALLY AWESOME!!! YAY! I love this, this is 100% the way to go for writing in my journal. I just need to not care, EEE!!!
I just stool a peek and it was actually really awesome. There are a bunch of mistakes but NO ONE CARES!! I keep sAYING THAT HIH? Oops, caps lock. Accidentally pressed it that time. But why do I keep mentioning how no one will read this? I know that I have a huge fear of haveing other cread and critic my work, but this class is going to be full of it so I hould just get fricken used to it. I just need to stop being a bay and friken grow up. Who gives a crap what people think about my writing, the obly thing that matters is that I like it, and others can have their opinions and I will take their constructive critisisms but fully an truely my story is my own, and Ijusr need to give in to a story and sit dopwn and jsut write it. Why can't I write a story? I have so many ideas LL THE TIME and it just stinks that I can never get I thought on paper. UGH!! I really really want to write something good OH PLEASE LET ME WRITE SOMETHING GOOD!!
Maybe this class will be my insiration. I need to form good habits writing wise, I can't just sit around an dream abiut what I would like to write I need to actually sit sdown and wrt ethe fricken thing. gGosh dang. An hour and a half befor e class starts, shudder to think what it's goingt o be about. I hiope I didn't miss anything my skipping last week. I'm gonna be out at 10 pm, that's pretty scary, my mom was going to get a pepper spray, and I wanted a taser, but instead I 'm going to put my keys inbetwnn my fings and just punch the crap out of anyone if they try to mess with me THE BLACK BELT OF DOOm. Yeah, so , pretty cool awesome WWEEEEE!!! I am so nerous for my class. Do I even have a pen or something to take nates with? iI hope so, that would stink if I didn't. I'm pretty sure mom has a 3 subject notebook laying around somewhere. I'm a soo rambling beond beleif. OH MY GASH THIS CLASS IS GOING TO KILL ME TO DEATH>
Free writing is just that, reeing. I havebn'y fely like this ever I think, except when I write something that even I know is good. That is a better feeling actually. Ahhhhhhhhhh. This really feels lie I am freeing my sould. It's weird. I'm actually tired, so I should take a pwer nap or omething before I leave for class. BYE!!
This is kinda exilerating. Not being aboe to see as I ype, I emean I can see the keyboard, but I'm not trying to slow, so this will problebly look like crap, but I am goinbg to try my hardest not to care. The moe I type the more I feel like I wouldn't care EEE!!!. This is pretty nice. I feel like if I can't see it, It really doesn't exsist and I'nm just fake typeing, but I nkow that once I brighten up the screen it s going to look just horrible, but I really am going to try to care less.
I've always had these issues concerning how I write and my grammer and stuff, even when I was a little kid. What's up with that? What little kid really cares where a comma goes? None of them that who. But who's gonna say boo about how I write? No one, cause no one will read this, thanlk goodness. Wow, this is soooooo freeing. This is what I was talking about in my last entry about trying to be totally relaxed about my enrties. This is TOTALLY AWESOME!!! YAY! I love this, this is 100% the way to go for writing in my journal. I just need to not care, EEE!!!
I just stool a peek and it was actually really awesome. There are a bunch of mistakes but NO ONE CARES!! I keep sAYING THAT HIH? Oops, caps lock. Accidentally pressed it that time. But why do I keep mentioning how no one will read this? I know that I have a huge fear of haveing other cread and critic my work, but this class is going to be full of it so I hould just get fricken used to it. I just need to stop being a bay and friken grow up. Who gives a crap what people think about my writing, the obly thing that matters is that I like it, and others can have their opinions and I will take their constructive critisisms but fully an truely my story is my own, and Ijusr need to give in to a story and sit dopwn and jsut write it. Why can't I write a story? I have so many ideas LL THE TIME and it just stinks that I can never get I thought on paper. UGH!! I really really want to write something good OH PLEASE LET ME WRITE SOMETHING GOOD!!
Maybe this class will be my insiration. I need to form good habits writing wise, I can't just sit around an dream abiut what I would like to write I need to actually sit sdown and wrt ethe fricken thing. gGosh dang. An hour and a half befor e class starts, shudder to think what it's goingt o be about. I hiope I didn't miss anything my skipping last week. I'm gonna be out at 10 pm, that's pretty scary, my mom was going to get a pepper spray, and I wanted a taser, but instead I 'm going to put my keys inbetwnn my fings and just punch the crap out of anyone if they try to mess with me THE BLACK BELT OF DOOm. Yeah, so , pretty cool awesome WWEEEEE!!! I am so nerous for my class. Do I even have a pen or something to take nates with? iI hope so, that would stink if I didn't. I'm pretty sure mom has a 3 subject notebook laying around somewhere. I'm a soo rambling beond beleif. OH MY GASH THIS CLASS IS GOING TO KILL ME TO DEATH>
Free writing is just that, reeing. I havebn'y fely like this ever I think, except when I write something that even I know is good. That is a better feeling actually. Ahhhhhhhhhh. This really feels lie I am freeing my sould. It's weird. I'm actually tired, so I should take a pwer nap or omething before I leave for class. BYE!!