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Well it's been so long since I've actually written in livejournal that I wasn't even sure how to do it, but luckly I figured it out. I've made the executive decision that maybe I will start posting again, or possibly this will be my only one, we'll just have to wait and see.
Today after having a few conversations here and there at lunch I realized I can hardly relate with anyone in our school. What I mean by that is no one, or hardly any one, shares the same values as me. Don't get me wrong and say I don't like anyone in our grade, because I do. I think the girls and guys in are grade are a blast to hang out with. But when it comes to having the same opinions about things, people like me are hard to come by. Maybe I've grown up faster than I should. Is it wrong that the idea of drinking before football games, parties, school ummm the mall, seeing my grandparents...pretty much everything.. doesn't appeal to me? I guess I'm just surrounded by alcohol obsessed teenagers who don't enjoy their lives being sober. Maybe teenagers these days don't go on walks in parks with their boyfriends, or enjoy watching home videos with their family. For now all I can hope is that when I go to Grand Valley there will be a hell of a lot more to choose from when it comes to friends that I can trust and know they believe in what I do.
So for now please forgive me if I don't seem even mildly enthused about being "drunk out of my mind" because to tell you the truth I honestly just don't care.
Today after having a few conversations here and there at lunch I realized I can hardly relate with anyone in our school. What I mean by that is no one, or hardly any one, shares the same values as me. Don't get me wrong and say I don't like anyone in our grade, because I do. I think the girls and guys in are grade are a blast to hang out with. But when it comes to having the same opinions about things, people like me are hard to come by. Maybe I've grown up faster than I should. Is it wrong that the idea of drinking before football games, parties, school ummm the mall, seeing my grandparents...pretty much everything.. doesn't appeal to me? I guess I'm just surrounded by alcohol obsessed teenagers who don't enjoy their lives being sober. Maybe teenagers these days don't go on walks in parks with their boyfriends, or enjoy watching home videos with their family. For now all I can hope is that when I go to Grand Valley there will be a hell of a lot more to choose from when it comes to friends that I can trust and know they believe in what I do.
So for now please forgive me if I don't seem even mildly enthused about being "drunk out of my mind" because to tell you the truth I honestly just don't care.