They Call Me Princess
I wanna yell and scream and throw something glass against the furthest wall in my bedroom.Cuz my mind tells me thats wat any frustrated 18 yr old girl,no wat any woman does wen faced with set back after set back.Instead i fill a glass up with ice,root beer and vodka cuz im legal age somewhere rite?
I wish it was easier to say wats on my mind.The mountains i try to turn into mole hills.hahaha.Ive become an LJ whiner.I hope u laugh at all this the way i laugh at ur written-in-too-much-detail entries.
My horoscope summed me up to a tee today.
"Our natural response is to lock up our feelings inside and to obsessively mull them over until the darkness is transformed into light. Then, after the fact, we share our process. But when we are close to others, they can see behind the curtain and into our subconscious, and therefore can engage with our not-quite hidden stuff."
And I just finished my spiked root beer.
Wat to say?Well for one I wanna set the record strait cuz its pissing me rite off that sarah has to lie about something so damn stupid.
Colton and sarah walked into work wen i was on front MEANING i was at the f-r-o-n-t of lc in plain view of the lobby.Wen it came for them to say goodbye they hugged and french kissed in the lobby.God that sounds so middle school.But going against wat shes told others,i saw them,i repeat,i was standing rite there and was forced to watch them suck face.Just to set the record strait cuz i get pretty angry wen i hear lies that involve me.Like wats the point rite?Ykno im not gonna keep my mouth closed.
Continuing on the topic of sarah and colton.
SARAH-I AM NOT SECRETLY IN LOVE WITH COLTON AND IN BEING THAT AM PLOTTING UR DEMISE CUZ IM JUST SO JEALOUS OF WAT U TOOK FROM ME.I GAVE U HIS EMAIL REMEMBER?I TOLD U I WANTED HIM OFF MY CASE REMEMBER?I TOLD U TO GO GET TOGETHER WITH HIM REMEMBER?SO STOP ACTING LIKE UVE PULLED ONE OVER ON ME.STOP SAYING SORRY CUZ U THINK WAT U DID DESERVED AN APOLOGIZE.AND WATCH UR BACK CUZ ONCE A PLAYER ALWAYS A PLAYER.UR DEALING WITH A BOY WHO'S FUKED RANDOM GIRLS WHILE DRUNK.A BOY WHO I DONT THINK HAS EVER COME INTO WORK WITHOUT A HANGOVER.
*deep breath* Ok thats been on my chest for awhile now.I kno it was a little harsh but i hate HATE ppl believing shit thats not tru wen it comes to me.Misconceptions bite my ass.and hell i kno wen a guys a player.my nickname is CD remember?Plus i work with ppl who've known colton for how long?Completly a case of a boy who all the girls thought were icky back in w/e grade and now that he's hit highschool and the poor napoleon dynamite has given him some fame then BAM he can get w/e piece of ass he wants.
*bites tongue* Thats enuf for now children.Ykno i dont like handing out the trailer trash insult all hither thither.I dont even think those are real words.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Wat else did i wanna talk about?Oh yea works been hilarious.Yesterday after tasha and tanya left it was only teala,wes,steve,bryan and i working the nite shift.OMG ok first steve and bryan were having singing competitions to see who could hit the highest note.Then steve and bryan would randomly yell out "leeds!".Bryan tried to explain to steve how pissed off he is at complicated customers by using his fingers as ppl puppets and giving them high pitch british voices and saying things like "I would a large sardine and feta cheese pizza please" Then wes kept sneeking up on me and making goat noises,random gun noises and saying "i like cheese".After that wen teala and I were working on pans i said something and suddenly teala swings round and says "did u just say ur name's princess?!" and steve picks up on it and they all began to call me princess.lol good times.
Im pretty excited bout tomorrow y'all.Tanya,tasha,kirk,hopefully xtina and I are heading to the beach to have a bbq supper/swim/eat as much junk food as possible without dying party.IM BRINGING MY CAMERA!!!hahaha me=woot
One last thing.I somehow have to come up with another $3000 dollars to pay off GAP,buy my insurace,pay for my ticket and use for spending money.My doubts that i'll actually go to england are suffocating me.Anyone wanna help me out? *pouts* Byes y'all.
PS-Im getting my tattoo on monday at noon!!
I wish it was easier to say wats on my mind.The mountains i try to turn into mole hills.hahaha.Ive become an LJ whiner.I hope u laugh at all this the way i laugh at ur written-in-too-much-detail entries.
My horoscope summed me up to a tee today.
"Our natural response is to lock up our feelings inside and to obsessively mull them over until the darkness is transformed into light. Then, after the fact, we share our process. But when we are close to others, they can see behind the curtain and into our subconscious, and therefore can engage with our not-quite hidden stuff."
And I just finished my spiked root beer.
Wat to say?Well for one I wanna set the record strait cuz its pissing me rite off that sarah has to lie about something so damn stupid.
Colton and sarah walked into work wen i was on front MEANING i was at the f-r-o-n-t of lc in plain view of the lobby.Wen it came for them to say goodbye they hugged and french kissed in the lobby.God that sounds so middle school.But going against wat shes told others,i saw them,i repeat,i was standing rite there and was forced to watch them suck face.Just to set the record strait cuz i get pretty angry wen i hear lies that involve me.Like wats the point rite?Ykno im not gonna keep my mouth closed.
Continuing on the topic of sarah and colton.
SARAH-I AM NOT SECRETLY IN LOVE WITH COLTON AND IN BEING THAT AM PLOTTING UR DEMISE CUZ IM JUST SO JEALOUS OF WAT U TOOK FROM ME.I GAVE U HIS EMAIL REMEMBER?I TOLD U I WANTED HIM OFF MY CASE REMEMBER?I TOLD U TO GO GET TOGETHER WITH HIM REMEMBER?SO STOP ACTING LIKE UVE PULLED ONE OVER ON ME.STOP SAYING SORRY CUZ U THINK WAT U DID DESERVED AN APOLOGIZE.AND WATCH UR BACK CUZ ONCE A PLAYER ALWAYS A PLAYER.UR DEALING WITH A BOY WHO'S FUKED RANDOM GIRLS WHILE DRUNK.A BOY WHO I DONT THINK HAS EVER COME INTO WORK WITHOUT A HANGOVER.
*deep breath* Ok thats been on my chest for awhile now.I kno it was a little harsh but i hate HATE ppl believing shit thats not tru wen it comes to me.Misconceptions bite my ass.and hell i kno wen a guys a player.my nickname is CD remember?Plus i work with ppl who've known colton for how long?Completly a case of a boy who all the girls thought were icky back in w/e grade and now that he's hit highschool and the poor napoleon dynamite has given him some fame then BAM he can get w/e piece of ass he wants.
*bites tongue* Thats enuf for now children.Ykno i dont like handing out the trailer trash insult all hither thither.I dont even think those are real words.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Wat else did i wanna talk about?Oh yea works been hilarious.Yesterday after tasha and tanya left it was only teala,wes,steve,bryan and i working the nite shift.OMG ok first steve and bryan were having singing competitions to see who could hit the highest note.Then steve and bryan would randomly yell out "leeds!".Bryan tried to explain to steve how pissed off he is at complicated customers by using his fingers as ppl puppets and giving them high pitch british voices and saying things like "I would a large sardine and feta cheese pizza please" Then wes kept sneeking up on me and making goat noises,random gun noises and saying "i like cheese".After that wen teala and I were working on pans i said something and suddenly teala swings round and says "did u just say ur name's princess?!" and steve picks up on it and they all began to call me princess.lol good times.
Im pretty excited bout tomorrow y'all.Tanya,tasha,kirk,hopefully xtina and I are heading to the beach to have a bbq supper/swim/eat as much junk food as possible without dying party.IM BRINGING MY CAMERA!!!hahaha me=woot
One last thing.I somehow have to come up with another $3000 dollars to pay off GAP,buy my insurace,pay for my ticket and use for spending money.My doubts that i'll actually go to england are suffocating me.Anyone wanna help me out? *pouts* Byes y'all.
PS-Im getting my tattoo on monday at noon!!