See-Saw Lifestyle
Ignore the title of this.I was trying to be creative and to generally just fuk y'all up.Ya i get it and u don't bitches.lol.I had a really really really really good day today.I kno a complete turn around from yesterday.I just think i finally got it off my chest and as i wrote it i came to some realizations with myself.Talking about it helps.and maybe i dont kno, something out there heard my cry and decided to give me a little sliver of hope,or strength.I don't kno *shrugs*
So yea today i opened my bank account finally.Got to pay my dad back and i got to talk with the lady who started up my account about getting a visa card.I'm actually terrified of going over to England without one.Emergency money u guys.Ya so the lady left me with this pamphlet that i'm gonna have to go over about a billion times before really deciding.After the bank i went home,ate some supper and headed to work.WORK TODAY WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!hahah god i'm a dork.Seriously tho i had the best ppl to work with.like the perfect combo.Ayla,Kira,Adam *the driver*,Kevin,Skylar *shakerboard boy :P* and Colton.Shut up i'll get to him soon.We were being just complete goofs.Well honestly the goofing off didn't start till kevin and ayla left.Colton was left in charge *this still is a source of entertainment for me* and was only really half assin it.He made us go as far as making sure the customers weren't bitching too much and then it was really a free for all.I was left to be distracted by the dough machine which colton fuked up without me knowing it and I managed to ruin a whole tray of crazy bread.I put the same dough ball thru the machine 3 times cuz annoying ppl kept calling and distracting me.Colton was sad so i hugged him a lot.Hugs do wonders ppl i'm telling ya.Then like wen after the billionth try at cheering him up i finally said "OK ykno wat this weekend i'll take u out to the movies.My treat." and he like got all serious and said that women don't pay for stuff.Then it was this ackward blushy fest thing and finally as the phones ringing he goes "So this weekend the movies its a date." and i laugh and say the stupidest thing ever "Ya we'll party" lmao man i'm sad.So i don't kno wtf is goin on with the movies.But i have his email and ya we'll just have to see wat happens.Ykno tho w/e.He's hilarious and makes me laugh so hard i can't breathe and he's just an overall super guy.I would be blessed to have a friend like him.Keep the ones who make u smile round ya rite?rite.
Anyways i'm ramblin.so srry.I'll move on cuz the swoony girly i'm-stuck-on-blush-mode doesn't really suit me.Makes me all high pitch and annoying.:P.
AFTER work I met up with Teresa and we went and saw the late show of War of the Worlds.OK my opinion?That movie fukin scared the shit outta me.Not in the boogeyman BOOO...AHHHH sense,more like I could feel the fear of the characters.I do not handle mob mentality very well and seeing all the dead bodies and people just dying senselessly.Man it freaks me out.Ya the ending confused me till teresa explained it.OH i also thought the ending was a little to disney and unrealistic.***SPOILER***
The whole family gets back together?*rolls eyes* BUT BUT BUT!!!I loved the movie ad recommend it to all.
OOOOOOOO I saw tanya at the movies!!!!!!!!!Awww I missed that little blond girl.And she totally made my nite.Hugs to u hun!!!!I really wanna get together with her before i leave to england.She's funny and hates the same ppl i hate.Common hate brings girls together.Seriously u think about it.If u find out someone u kno has a dislike for the same person u do ur instantly on common ground.Blows my mind.
Also saw kelly *from english class* after the movies.the first time we had an actual convo.Twas super.She's a really nice girl.And soooo cute,she's working at a camp for children.She's so on my fav people list lol.OOOOOmg almost forgot i ran into this steph girl i had known in middle school.She remembered my name,i remembered hers.Awesome.I had actually been thinking about her the other day.This cd I was listening to brought to my mind.Weird how the world works.
Ya so that was my super duper chocolate covered day.I friggen needed it.One last thing THANK U ALL MY FRIENDS WHO HAVE SENT WORDS OF SUPPORT TO ME UR LOVE HAS LIFTED MY SPIRITS AND HAS MADE THIS JOURNEY A LITTLE LESS BUMPY.KISSES AND HUGS ALL AROUND.
So yea today i opened my bank account finally.Got to pay my dad back and i got to talk with the lady who started up my account about getting a visa card.I'm actually terrified of going over to England without one.Emergency money u guys.Ya so the lady left me with this pamphlet that i'm gonna have to go over about a billion times before really deciding.After the bank i went home,ate some supper and headed to work.WORK TODAY WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!hahah god i'm a dork.Seriously tho i had the best ppl to work with.like the perfect combo.Ayla,Kira,Adam *the driver*,Kevin,Skylar *shakerboard boy :P* and Colton.Shut up i'll get to him soon.We were being just complete goofs.Well honestly the goofing off didn't start till kevin and ayla left.Colton was left in charge *this still is a source of entertainment for me* and was only really half assin it.He made us go as far as making sure the customers weren't bitching too much and then it was really a free for all.I was left to be distracted by the dough machine which colton fuked up without me knowing it and I managed to ruin a whole tray of crazy bread.I put the same dough ball thru the machine 3 times cuz annoying ppl kept calling and distracting me.Colton was sad so i hugged him a lot.Hugs do wonders ppl i'm telling ya.Then like wen after the billionth try at cheering him up i finally said "OK ykno wat this weekend i'll take u out to the movies.My treat." and he like got all serious and said that women don't pay for stuff.Then it was this ackward blushy fest thing and finally as the phones ringing he goes "So this weekend the movies its a date." and i laugh and say the stupidest thing ever "Ya we'll party" lmao man i'm sad.So i don't kno wtf is goin on with the movies.But i have his email and ya we'll just have to see wat happens.Ykno tho w/e.He's hilarious and makes me laugh so hard i can't breathe and he's just an overall super guy.I would be blessed to have a friend like him.Keep the ones who make u smile round ya rite?rite.
Anyways i'm ramblin.so srry.I'll move on cuz the swoony girly i'm-stuck-on-blush-mode doesn't really suit me.Makes me all high pitch and annoying.:P.
AFTER work I met up with Teresa and we went and saw the late show of War of the Worlds.OK my opinion?That movie fukin scared the shit outta me.Not in the boogeyman BOOO...AHHHH sense,more like I could feel the fear of the characters.I do not handle mob mentality very well and seeing all the dead bodies and people just dying senselessly.Man it freaks me out.Ya the ending confused me till teresa explained it.OH i also thought the ending was a little to disney and unrealistic.***SPOILER***
The whole family gets back together?*rolls eyes* BUT BUT BUT!!!I loved the movie ad recommend it to all.
OOOOOOOO I saw tanya at the movies!!!!!!!!!Awww I missed that little blond girl.And she totally made my nite.Hugs to u hun!!!!I really wanna get together with her before i leave to england.She's funny and hates the same ppl i hate.Common hate brings girls together.Seriously u think about it.If u find out someone u kno has a dislike for the same person u do ur instantly on common ground.Blows my mind.
Also saw kelly *from english class* after the movies.the first time we had an actual convo.Twas super.She's a really nice girl.And soooo cute,she's working at a camp for children.She's so on my fav people list lol.OOOOOmg almost forgot i ran into this steph girl i had known in middle school.She remembered my name,i remembered hers.Awesome.I had actually been thinking about her the other day.This cd I was listening to brought to my mind.Weird how the world works.
Ya so that was my super duper chocolate covered day.I friggen needed it.One last thing THANK U ALL MY FRIENDS WHO HAVE SENT WORDS OF SUPPORT TO ME UR LOVE HAS LIFTED MY SPIRITS AND HAS MADE THIS JOURNEY A LITTLE LESS BUMPY.KISSES AND HUGS ALL AROUND.