--- I killed my dinner with karate ---
Hmm. So , I'm REALLY happy , but at the same time I feel like banging my head against the wall and crying. I dont get it , but oh well. I sure am glad I go to a stupid school or else I might go crazy. My head -huuuurrrts-. I get to go to New York over spring break. SWEET. This summer I'm gonna have to work full time. I will be psychotic. SO I'm warning you in advance , if the combination of working all the time , never sleeping , and consuming copious amounts of caffeine makes me scream at you , it really really isnt you , its my brain shutting off and you shouldnt take it personally. But hopefully I'll stay sort of sane.I hate school. Um..yeah. Work -would- suck except I've had really shitty jobs before and I get paid ALOT now , so I dont really mind this one. Woo hoo. They better send my damn acceptance letters for those scholarships soon. I said "fuck" in front of my mom because I was pissed off at someone for being a lazy ass and she didnt care. In fact , she laughed. Is it possible that I'm a bad influence on my mom? What's next , the squirrels? HAH. NO ONE gets that but Jay and Shirey.