I NEED TO STOP BITCHING AND GET OVER HIM...EVERY TIME I TRY IT DOESN'T WORK...
Here I go becoming the person who ignores their life to please someone else...
ok I'm at a complete fucking stop...(after each word I type I realize how immature I'm being over this whole thing...ugh)
So anywayz, he callz me sunday after work and asks what r u doing wednesday?
I say well I have to go to work with my mom before I can finish my fucking sentence he says every time I have the day free u have to work blah blah blah so Im like yelling at him to listen to me instead of butting in when I try to say something...
so he's all likefine what did u say? so I tell him and hes all well thats great then u can come see me...so we make plans again...
I bitch and whine until my mom says yes...
U dont know the hours of screaming and yelling and throwing unnecessary fits I went through...So I had to cancel everything my mom and I had planned just for him...I sacrificed my time for him...
So I dont hear from him the next day so tuesday night I called him and asked him what he was doing wednesday and I guess he completely forgot about us...
hes like I guess Im gonna sleep all day till I go to work...
I was like oh and i kept making hints of course I was too chicken to come out and say anything...but yea...
So wednesday comes I text him ask him if he wants to hang out and never get a mother effing reply...I mean he could just tell me its over atleast
Another fucking day that he fucks up!
He has 1 fucking week to see me before I go back to school and next week I'll be spending a couple days in miami...
and every time we talk on the phone he tells me oh ur so beautiful I love u and all this other bullshit...hmmm if this is love I dont fucking want it.
Ok I'm glad I got all this out...What an annoying post?
ok I'm at a complete fucking stop...(after each word I type I realize how immature I'm being over this whole thing...ugh)
So anywayz, he callz me sunday after work and asks what r u doing wednesday?
I say well I have to go to work with my mom before I can finish my fucking sentence he says every time I have the day free u have to work blah blah blah so Im like yelling at him to listen to me instead of butting in when I try to say something...
so he's all likefine what did u say? so I tell him and hes all well thats great then u can come see me...so we make plans again...
I bitch and whine until my mom says yes...
U dont know the hours of screaming and yelling and throwing unnecessary fits I went through...So I had to cancel everything my mom and I had planned just for him...I sacrificed my time for him...
So I dont hear from him the next day so tuesday night I called him and asked him what he was doing wednesday and I guess he completely forgot about us...
hes like I guess Im gonna sleep all day till I go to work...
I was like oh and i kept making hints of course I was too chicken to come out and say anything...but yea...
So wednesday comes I text him ask him if he wants to hang out and never get a mother effing reply...I mean he could just tell me its over atleast
Another fucking day that he fucks up!
He has 1 fucking week to see me before I go back to school and next week I'll be spending a couple days in miami...
and every time we talk on the phone he tells me oh ur so beautiful I love u and all this other bullshit...hmmm if this is love I dont fucking want it.
Ok I'm glad I got all this out...What an annoying post?