FUCK THIS SHIZZ...
So let's take the time to figure out why and how I fucked up my life and everything just went to hell from there...fuck this for real...I can't fuckin sleep, can't think, I just can't get over this...why the fuck am i writing this in lj, I still have no idea...maybe I feel like telling someone just not in person...I dunno all I know is I'm extremely tired so maybe that's the answer to all this i dunno.