Brave New World.

Feb 13, 2009 15:21

In effort to enhace my good qualities and fix my bad ones, I will be using this thing everyday. I haven't had a steady blog in almost 3 years.

The boyfriend and I have been doing really well. We have been together for about a 1 yr and 8 months and things are going strong. I just feel like I have gotten to comfortable with my body and my job situation, and I kind of need to scare myself into improvement.

Around sometime next weekend I will be doing another master cleanse. This seems to work for me. I haven't done one in about a year, and now that it is warming up again I will be more likely to be concious about what I am eating and not so ready to eat whatever crap is in front of me.

Working at Starbucks is draining and not nearly as much fun as it used to be. I miss my old friends. I miss being in school. I miss being optomistic about my future.

In other news my store, Schmutzerland.etsy.com has been doing really well. I broke over 1500 dollars at the Bust Holiday Craftacular in NYC, and my jewelry was pictured in the January issue of Bust. What more could a crafty diva want.

I'm still living between my parents and boyfriend's house. Its really draining living out of a bag all the time. I can't afford to move out, and I don't have a vehicle of transportation. My boyfriend took me to the DMV this past Monday to get the booklet you need for the permit test. I should be taking it next Monday. My goal is the long run is to get my ever much desired Scooter. Than maybe I can finally move out cause I will be able to get around by myself.

Music wise, not much as happened. I'm looking to get back into it really.
Body wise, as always, I'm in hate with it. Last night my bf went to a burlesque show and although I really did want to go, and I wanted him and his friends to go, it got me thinking of how I really just let me guard down in terms of my body. I need to lose weight again. I just have to.

Anyways...I'm sick as all hell right now. My ears hurt, my throat is soar, achey all over. You know the works.

Maybe in a bit I will upload some pictures.
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