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Now i am going to write some things right now that i know people will have a second opinion on, and i am going to tell you all right now that i have no need to read any of the things you want to say back to me about this.
If the so called God is this all powerful holy man that created everything that has ever existed then why can't he spend his time walking in every one of the shoes that are present on this earth for a mile. Every person. He is so content with watching all of this bullshit happen in the world but he doesnt exactly know what everyone is going through. He hasnt lived through everyone's lives. If he is there to help, if he is there to listen, then why doesnt he. If there is such a wonderful place other then where we live now where everything is so peacefull then why do we have to suffer through the pain of dying and suffer through even the pain of living in order to get there. Why can't we all just be there.
These are the reasons i do not believe for a second that there is a god.
Maybe because i have to see to believe things, that probably is a major part in the way i think.
What i know right now, at this very moment is that i dont want any part of this place, and i dont want a part of this so called life.
It may be fun, it may be good at times, but to me... There is no point.
And do not jump to conclusions to me saying that meaning i am going to commit suicide and what not, because i have no thoughts what so ever in dying. I am just sick of dealing with this at the moment.
Why can't anything ever make sense.
If the so called God is this all powerful holy man that created everything that has ever existed then why can't he spend his time walking in every one of the shoes that are present on this earth for a mile. Every person. He is so content with watching all of this bullshit happen in the world but he doesnt exactly know what everyone is going through. He hasnt lived through everyone's lives. If he is there to help, if he is there to listen, then why doesnt he. If there is such a wonderful place other then where we live now where everything is so peacefull then why do we have to suffer through the pain of dying and suffer through even the pain of living in order to get there. Why can't we all just be there.
These are the reasons i do not believe for a second that there is a god.
Maybe because i have to see to believe things, that probably is a major part in the way i think.
What i know right now, at this very moment is that i dont want any part of this place, and i dont want a part of this so called life.
It may be fun, it may be good at times, but to me... There is no point.
And do not jump to conclusions to me saying that meaning i am going to commit suicide and what not, because i have no thoughts what so ever in dying. I am just sick of dealing with this at the moment.
Why can't anything ever make sense.