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Today I went to school. It was really gay. I slept 5th period lol Rob picked me up. We came home and my grandma got all in my business yelling and shit. She such a bitch. I wish she would fucking die soon. I called Rob when he got home. He went to sleep on me lol Everyone at his house was making him mad. He told me he was going for a drive....hopefully he doesn't do anything stupid. Cuz i kno how some ppl get when they are mad. He could hurt himself or some shit. He better call me soon so I kno hes alright. Jen told me that he wants to get married at 21. I said to me? lol She said yeah then i'll be 18 so thats legal but I donno
Is this really the guy i'm supposed to marry? Am I old enough to think about marriage? Is he going to be able to support me? Is this the person I should really spend my life with? There are so many things running threw my head. I start shaking just thinkin bout it. Hes goin to be like the only boy i've really been with for like the rest of my life. Can I handle knowing that this is the only boy i've seen for ever? I'm so confused.
I'm so glad Rob just called me. Jenn is with him. I'm so happy that someone is with him so he can't do anything to hurt himself. lol It scares me so much when he gets pissed off and just leaves. I donno where he goes or what he is gonna do.
I have no clue what to do............ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! I'm just so like speechless about everything. I donno I need to stop thinking bout this shit and just live day by day and see how things turn out.
Is this really the guy i'm supposed to marry? Am I old enough to think about marriage? Is he going to be able to support me? Is this the person I should really spend my life with? There are so many things running threw my head. I start shaking just thinkin bout it. Hes goin to be like the only boy i've really been with for like the rest of my life. Can I handle knowing that this is the only boy i've seen for ever? I'm so confused.
I'm so glad Rob just called me. Jenn is with him. I'm so happy that someone is with him so he can't do anything to hurt himself. lol It scares me so much when he gets pissed off and just leaves. I donno where he goes or what he is gonna do.
I have no clue what to do............ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! I'm just so like speechless about everything. I donno I need to stop thinking bout this shit and just live day by day and see how things turn out.