to me, friendship is the most important thing in the world. it is earned, not given
"as I've watched everything ive believed in fall to pieces this year, it is my friends that have held me together"
this quote is the truest thing ive ever said here. seriously. this summer my friends really kept me in one piece emotionally and physically and i am forever indebted to them. Some like Drew and kyle have no idea how much they helped me. Showing up on my doorstep 5 minutes after Jay left while im still in tears, no questions asked, they whisked me away to a night i will never forget. Or mattie rescuing me with lance's handprint still fresh on my face and taking me to hang out with him and jacob. To my favorite lemon bay boy, joe, for texting me once a week even though he's busy in the airforce cause despite the fact we barely see each other, he still can read into my words enough to know when im upset. Even Nash, who even though i was mean to him once still tells me how amazing i am when i was at my lowest point last week. And nichole for bringing me chocolate, sunglasses, and tissues, and sitting with me for hours outside library west when i failed my orgo final and everything as i knew it was falling apart around me.
but truly my best friends have been Heather who has stood by me all summer. the one person who could make me laugh in the middle of bawling just by making the "tunnel face" or reminding me of some epic adventure we'd had. And cooley, dear sweet cooley, whose was always willing to come over to chat or go out or walk wyatt with me. I could always depend on him to look out for me and to make snide remarks about lance or moc cause he knew it'd make me feel better. haha.
And to all my other dear friends who have been there to take me out, to distract me, and to remind me that im not the worthless person that so many have made me feel these past months. i love you. thank you.
this quote is the truest thing ive ever said here. seriously. this summer my friends really kept me in one piece emotionally and physically and i am forever indebted to them. Some like Drew and kyle have no idea how much they helped me. Showing up on my doorstep 5 minutes after Jay left while im still in tears, no questions asked, they whisked me away to a night i will never forget. Or mattie rescuing me with lance's handprint still fresh on my face and taking me to hang out with him and jacob. To my favorite lemon bay boy, joe, for texting me once a week even though he's busy in the airforce cause despite the fact we barely see each other, he still can read into my words enough to know when im upset. Even Nash, who even though i was mean to him once still tells me how amazing i am when i was at my lowest point last week. And nichole for bringing me chocolate, sunglasses, and tissues, and sitting with me for hours outside library west when i failed my orgo final and everything as i knew it was falling apart around me.
but truly my best friends have been Heather who has stood by me all summer. the one person who could make me laugh in the middle of bawling just by making the "tunnel face" or reminding me of some epic adventure we'd had. And cooley, dear sweet cooley, whose was always willing to come over to chat or go out or walk wyatt with me. I could always depend on him to look out for me and to make snide remarks about lance or moc cause he knew it'd make me feel better. haha.
And to all my other dear friends who have been there to take me out, to distract me, and to remind me that im not the worthless person that so many have made me feel these past months. i love you. thank you.